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Homeward Bound
Good intentions without follow-through are nothing more than wishful thinking. I know it may sound harsh, but it is nevertheless the truth. You know it, I know it; we just have to admit it to ourselves and do something about it. We can tell ourselves otherwise, trying to mollify our burdened conscience, but if we know what we ought to be doing and delay doing it, it risks becoming chronic procrastination.
Timing matters.
If I know I have to pay my electric bill by the 27th of the month,
but I only get around to doing it on the fifteenth of next month, it should come
as no surprise that I get hit with a late payment fee, and if it goes on for
much longer than that, then dinner by candlelight and spoiling food in the now
dormant refrigerator is not outside the realm of possibility.
Not only is procrastination
counterproductive, but it is also dangerous to our spiritual progress. Tomorrow
becomes next week, next week becomes next month, and by the time we know it,
years have passed, and that Bible we had planned on reading from cover to
cover, even having bought the multi-color highlighter pens to underline the
passages that stood out, has an inch-thick layer of dust, and if we had to find
it, we would be hard pressed to remember what room we left it in.
You can’t get
back wasted time. Once it’s gone, it’s gone, and you’re one year older, a
little grayer, the wrinkles more pronounced, and the only thing you can do is
break the cycle and set about doing what you’ve determined to do without delay.
Even wallowing in regret, thinking of how far along we could have been had we started
when we’d purposed to, is in itself a form of procrastination.
If I’d started my
diet last year, I would be at my goal weight today, but I didn’t, and I’m not,
and rather than dwelling on it for another year, there’s no better time than
the present. There will never be a perfect time to start doing something that
requires exertion on our part, or demands that we stretch ourselves beyond our
comfort zone. Rather than focus on the difficulty of the task itself, focus on
the results and understand what the end of the journey will look like instead
of the beginning; that can, in and of itself, motivate you to focus, press in,
take that first step, and keep moving forward.
Every moment
spent with God will deepen your understanding of Him. Every moment spent in
Scripture will more firmly establish your foundation and stretch your faith. It
is inevitable that there will be growth; it is inevitable that there will be
forward momentum; it is inevitable that you will graduate past the milk stage
to the meat stage, the more you devote yourself to the things of God.
Those who insist
that they’ve plateaued, or feel like they’re spinning their wheels when it
comes to spiritual growth, just aren’t putting in enough time and effort to get
alone with the Word, study it for themselves, and meditate on the profundity of
what it reveals.
Although up until
this point Job confesses that he’d only heard of God by the hearing of the ear,
it did nothing to dampen his desire to know God more fully, spend time in His
presence, and devote himself to being pleasing in His sight. All his years of
devotion, prayer, supplication, and striving to be an upright and blameless man
had brought him to this, wherein he was no longer hearing of God by the hearing
of his ear, but seeing Him with his eye.
Does this mean
God appeared bodily to Job and his three friends? No. What it does mean is that
Job’s understanding of God was stretched beyond the point of a conceptual
deity, some formless omnipotent, omnipresent power that did as it willed, to
seeing Him fleshed out, and understanding His character, His love, His
compassion, and His mercy. He saw the righteousness of God on full display and could
come to no other conclusion than to abhor himself and repent in dust and ashes.
It’s the
difference between hearing about God and having a personal experience with Him.
Men hear about God every day, and some are so stiff-necked and brittle that they
don’t give Him a second thought. Others may even acknowledge that there is something
greater than them in this great big universe of ours, but they fall short of
understanding who He is, thereby refusing to humble themselves and repent.
Job had heard,
but now he saw the glory, majesty, and holiness of the God he served, and though
God deemed him blameless, though he was one of one in his generation as far as
uprightness is concerned, in contrast to God’s holiness, Job abhorred himself.
Men have a
tendency to compare themselves to those with different flaws than their own,
and deem themselves more righteous because they do not share them. That’s not
to say they don’t have their own flaws, but while their flaws are permissible
to themselves, the flaws they do not exhibit that others do are the ones they
tend to focus on because it makes them righteous in their own eyes. We can play
that game, especially given the ego boost that’s likely to occur at seeing
ourselves superior in some way, but to what end?
A man whom God
deemed blameless abhorred himself when he beheld the holiness of God. A man
whom God deemed upright repented in dust and ashes, not because he wasn’t what
God deemed him to be, but because even he fell short of the holiness of God,
and knew it to be the case.
Unlike the
Pharisee, Job did not see another man’s shortcoming or sin as evidence of his
own worthiness, nor did he point to his friends and insist he was not like
them. He humbled himself before the righteousness of God and repented in dust
and ashes. It is one of the many worthwhile lessons we can glean from the life
of Job, one that will serve us throughout our lives here on earth if only we
would apply it to ourselves. Tend to your own garden, pluck your own weeds,
focus on your relationship with the God and Creator of all that is, because
when you stand before Him on that day of days, you will be held accountable for
you, and I will be held accountable for me.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Whenever our garage starts looking like an abandoned homeless encampment, my wife starts dropping hints. It’s nothing egregious, at least as far as I’m concerned, empty delivery boxes, pots and pans that have outlived their usefulness, the slow cooker that decided to give up the ghost after two decades of faithful service, but things that don’t bother me bother her, and if I don’t get the hint the first couple of times, the hints become more on the nose.
I had a couple of
hours to spare recently, when there were no children to shuttle to and from
music class, or swim, or dance, or theater, or any of the dozen other things
that have become the norm as opposed to how I grew up, and I decided to clean
the garage, cut down some boxes, take it all to the curb and wait for the
garbage man to do his thing.
Amidst the clutter,
I found three packs of wildflower seeds I remember buying with the girls a few
months back; at the time, it was something we really needed, couldn’t do without,
and with the insistence that they would get planted the instant we arrived
home, I relented and purchased them. There they were, still intact, at the
bottom of a grocery bag someone assumed was empty and threw in the garage, and
wouldn’t you know it, having sat in their packs all this time, none had
sprouted; there were no wildflowers blooming, just three packs of inert seed
waiting for someone to plant them.
Since it’s already
too late into the season to do anything about it, I set them aside and promised
to remind myself that come next spring we would be out in the yard sprinkling
seeds into the dirt and seeing what comes of it.
To those who
plant, tend, and harvest regularly, the following is so obvious as to demand an
eye roll, but a seed is just a seed until it is planted in the soil. All those
beautiful leather-bound Bibles we have strewn around the house cannot feed the
soul or take root in the heart until they’re cracked open, read, and meditated
upon.
Even though we
live in a time when access to the Word of God is, by far, the easiest of any
generation that has come before us, we also live in a time when ignorance of God’s
word is at an all-time high. A Bible sitting on the shelf does nothing for your
spiritual man, just as seeds sitting in a packet in the garage will never bloom
and become what they were intended to be.
2 Timothy
3:16-17, “All Scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for
doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, that
the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work.”
Whether intended
for doctrine, reproof, correction, or instruction in righteousness, without
being consumed, without being planted in the heart, Scripture cannot do its
work; it cannot produce the fruit it is specifically intended to produce.
God speaks to us
through His word far more often than through prophecy, dreams, visions, or divine
revelation. Scripture is the primary source of our understanding of God and His
will, and what’s more, it is what establishes doctrine and determines whether
something is true or a lie. At times, as we read Scripture, He gives us exactly
what we need at that moment in our lives, whether it’s reproof, correction, or
instruction in righteousness. If you’ve ever read a passage you’ve likely read
fifty other times, but this time it hits different, and the meaning is
something you hadn't considered before, it is God speaking to you directly through
His word.
Sometimes one
verse is such a comfort that you can’t help but shed tears of gratitude. At
other times, a passage is so revelatory and enlightening that you can’t help
but say, as Job did, that I did not know this until You revealed it to me.
There’s what the
Bible says, then there’s what people say the Bible says, and the two are not
always in harmony or aligned. The only way to know what the Bible says is to
read it for yourself, not once in a blue moon, but every day, as though it were
food for your soul, because it is.
Job did not
understand the full breadth, width, and depth of God, but what little he
understood kept him from abandoning his integrity or giving in to bitterness
and disillusionment. Job himself admitted to not understanding and not knowing
things too wonderful for him, but he was a man committed to serving God and
desired to grow in his relationship with Him.
The attitude,
passion, and focus with which we pursue God and study His word matter, because
the more of Him we discover, the more of Him we will desire to know. If your
copy of Tom Clancy is more dog-eared than your Bible is, that’s a problem
whether you choose to admit it or not.
We have what Job
did not; we have Scripture at our fingertips, only an arm’s length away, we
have countless commentaries spanning centuries, we have all the tools we need
to be complete, and thoroughly equipped for every good work, and yet, so many
fumble, stumble, get frustrated, and resentful because they refuse to take the
time, be still, and delve into the Word for themselves.
The will of God
is made clear to all in His word. The way in which man must go is likewise
clearly defined. It’s when we refuse to submit and obey, when we allow the
voices of men to drown out the voice of God, that confusion is a constant
companion, and what should be simple to understand becomes muddled, a Gordian knot
of gigantic proportions we endlessly try to untangle.
Because it is to
their benefit, some who claim to be leaders of men and shepherds of God’s flock
do their utmost to keep the confusion and uncertainty at a low simmer, because it
keeps the masses dependent on them, rather than discovering true freedom. There
is nothing more liberating in this life than to know that God is there, He
listens, He sees, and He knows, and that I do not require a middleman to go
before Him in humility and sincerity of heart and form a relationship with Him.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
In the life of every believer, there is a before and an after. There was a time when we were without understanding, but no longer. There was a time when we were without hope, but no longer. There was a time when we were dead in our trespasses, but now we have become alive in Christ. Perhaps there was even a time when, as Job, we spoke without understanding, and uttered things we did not understand, things too wonderful for us, which we did not know, but that was the before. It was before we surrendered, repented, humbled ourselves, and picked up our crosses to follow Him. It was before we denied ourselves, relinquished the illusion of control, and determined that we would follow wherever He led, we would obey whatever He spoke, and we would strive to be those good and faithful servants whom He will one day reward and welcome into His kingdom.
There is a
turning point in the life of every soul who has been saved by the redemptive
power of the blood of Christ. If you ask it of them, even decades later, those
who have found peace, hope, and joy in Jesus can pinpoint and recall the day,
the hour, even the minute this occurred, when the scales were removed from
their eyes, the shackles removed from their wrists, the prison doors opened,
and they were made free. No matter what one might achieve, how prominent they
become, how well known or successful, that is the defining moment of their
existence. They acknowledge the reality that once they were lost but are now
found, blind but now they see, ignorant of the ways of God, but now possessing
understanding of His love and grace.
Had Job been a
proud man, he could have insisted he’d already known all the things God had
said. He could have waved off the things he’d heard, failing to acknowledge
that he’d uttered things he did not understand that were too wonderful for him,
but Job’s heart remained true, and when God spoke he listened, and he was not
reticent in confessing his lack of understanding.
In a time when
everyone pretends to know everything about everything, it’s becoming rare to
find someone who will acknowledge their shortcomings or lack of understanding on
a given topic. Even when their insistence that they knew what they didn’t know
is proven demonstrably false, they will double down and insist that it’s not
the case.
Diesel doesn’t go
in a gasoline engine; that’s why your car’s not running. Oh, I knew that! Then
why did you put diesel in your car? Shoulder shrug, roll of the eyes, and that’s
that. It’s become harder to make that particular mistake since they’ve changed
the nozzles and the ones for diesel are thicker than the ones for gasoline, but
you’d be surprised at the lengths to which people will go to do something
foolish, all the while insisting that they knew better.
Know what you don’t
know and don’t pretend otherwise. When understanding comes, when what you didn’t
know is revealed to you, be humble enough to acknowledge it and thank God for
His grace and mercy in having shown it to you.
Lately, my
daughters have gotten into slingshots. Granted, in hindsight it wasn’t the best
idea, what with the windows and all, but they enjoy it enough that the constant
dread of hearing a clay ball going through the kitchen window is worth it to
me. As children are wont to do, the moment I brought the slingshots home, they
grabbed them and started fumbling to see how they work.
I asked them for
a minute of their time, showed them the proper way to hold it, load the clay
ball into the sling, aim, pull back, and fire, to which the eldest quickly
retorted, “Oh, I knew that!” Given that the rubber band had almost hit her in the
face not once but twice in the little time she was trying to figure out how it
worked, I was somewhat skeptical, but I let it go because it wasn’t worth the
back and forth.
Sometime later,
after they’d run through half a bag of clay balls trying to hit a target I’d
taped to the back fence, Victoria walks into the house and says, “Daddy, thank
you for showing us how the slingshots work. I didn’t really know how to use it,
after all.”
My heart beamed
with pride, not because she was thanking me for doing something that is my
parental duty, but because she was humble enough to acknowledge that she hadn’t
known something, was humble enough to receive instruction, and was the better
for it in the end.
When God corrects
us, it’s not to berate us, shame us, make us feel inferior, or belittle us. He
corrects us with the singular desire to see us walking in His way, and showing
us the means by which we can mature, grow our faith, and become the warriors we
always said we wanted to be.
God corrected
Job, and Job received correction as it was intended, not as something to be
despised, rejected, or dismissed, but as a sign of His love and mercy.
Hebrews 12:5-9, “And
you have forgotten the exhortation which speaks to you as to sons: “My son, do
not despise the chastening of the Lord, nor be discouraged when you are rebuked
by Him; for whom the Lord loves He chastens, and scourges every son who He
receives.” If you endure chastening, God deals with you as with sons; for what
son is there whom a father does not chasten? But if you are without chastening,
of which all have become partakers, then you are illegitimate and not sons.
Furthermore, we have had human fathers who corrected us, and we paid them respect.
Shall we not much more readily be in subjection to the Father of spirits and
live?”
I’m a girl dad. As
I often say to my wife, if they were boys it would be different, from my tone
to the level of correction I would have to employ, but I’m a girl dad. I have
two wonderful, beautiful, bubbly, happy, independent daughters, both of whom
inherited a double portion of sarcasm from yours truly. Each is unique in her
own right, and as their father, I know the level of discipline, correction, and
chastening each of them requires for the message to get through. More often
than not, one raised eyebrow is enough for the eldest to take a breath and assess
her actions. At the same time, her younger sister usually requires a
conversation to get the point and take accountability for her actions.
Not all chastening is the same across the board. Not all correction is cookie-cutter, for while some require the mildest of rebukes to correct their behavior, others require a harsher response to their choices in order for them to see the error of their ways. God knows not only how many hairs you have on your head, but also your character, how you respond to conflict, what is required for Him to get through to you, and treats you as the individual you are.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
1 John 4:1, “Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God; because many false prophets have gone out into the world.”
Given that these
words were penned some two thousand years ago, it’s not a new problem. There
have always been those who took it upon themselves to color outside the lines,
to believe things contrary to what the Word of God and the teachings of the
apostles clearly stated, and John felt the need to reiterate something obvious
yet, for some, simultaneously difficult to grasp: not every spirit is of God!
Not every dream is of divine origin, nor does every dream have some revelatory
meaning. Not every experience one has is automatically of divine origin, nor
does every experience originate from God.
It is incumbent
upon us, as individuals, to test the spirits not via the prism of our
understanding, inclination, or predisposition but via the prism of God’s word.
It has the final say-so. It is the final authority, and no matter how much one
might want to believe they played rock, paper, scissors with God while sitting
on His lap, the Word says it is an impossibility; therefore, it did not happen,
and if it did, it wasn’t God!
I’m not so much
denying that someone had an experience. What I am unequivocally denying is that
it was of divine origin, that it was of God, or that God went against His own
established Word because he was so desperate for someone to comb His beard.
Whether out of
ignorance of the source, or a tacit and willful cooperation with evil matters
not as far as those who are caught in their web are concerned, only their
individual punishment and the severity thereof. Yes, I believe, in His wisdom
God views those unwittingly deceived, and those willingly doing the bidding of
Satan, having pledged their allegiance to him, differently. While one who is
deceived may see the way of truth given time, and acknowledge the error of
their ways, one who has knowingly embraced the darkness is far less apt to be
redirected.
Your duty as well
as mine is to be wise, sober-minded, and test the spirits to see their origin,
to see from whence they come, and what their intentions are. Our wanting to
believe something happened cannot override the truth, nor the means by which
the truth is attained.
Whether out of
boredom, instinct, or hunger, when the wolf slaughters the sheep, the sheep are
still as dead regardless of motive.
Job’s second
statement is equally as profound as his first: no purpose of Yours can be
withheld from You. The God who knows the end from the beginning has a purpose
in all things and for all things, even if we cannot clearly see it or define
it. Just because I can’t see what’s on the other side of the valley, or past
the mountain range before me, doesn’t mean nothing else exists beyond them.
If God purposes a
thing, that thing will come to pass no matter what forces array themselves
against it, or how insistently the influential and powerful might protest, and
attempt to avoid it. No purpose of God’s, whether for an individual or a
nation, can be withheld from Him, and when He declares a thing, nothing man can
do can stand in the way of fulfilling His divine plan.
You try to stand
in the way of an oncoming hurricane, and do your best to keep from being swept
away, but you’ll still be swept away. Job understood that man cannot stand
against the plan of God and succeed. He understood that God’s purpose will
prevail, even if entire armies array themselves against it. We either submit to
the will of God, or resist it. Those are the only two options afforded to us.
It’s in knowing the nature of the God we serve that we can have peace in the
midst of the storm. It’s in the awareness that He is a good Father that we do
not rage, rebel, or grow indignant during the trials of life, because God sees
beyond today into tomorrow and knows what the future holds in ways we cannot
hope to.
My wife is a hawk
when it comes to what our daughters eat. From the moment they were able to
verbalize their dismay, there were conversations aplenty as to why the other
kids at school brought such culinary delights as Sour Patch Kids, Nerds, Oreos,
Doritos, and Twinkies for their snacks, while they were relegated to slices of
apple, grapes, pears, figs, and other less appetizing fare. The hard no on soda
pop almost caused a civil war, but my wife held her ground, and their palate
molded itself to the healthier fare she offered.
A few weeks ago,
our oldest ran into a girl she’d gone to kindergarten with as we walked around
the lake in our town. It was a chance encounter, and although they're the same
age, the other girl looks very different. It’s not so much that Victoria
noticed her size, and yes, I know, I’m not one to talk, but this girl was husky
to put it mildly. Barring a medical condition, which this girl did not have, if
your twelve-year-old is wearing adult-size XXL clothing, you may have failed in
your mission to watch what they eat. What Victoria did notice was the acne that
covered her face, another byproduct of a steady diet of chemicals, food dyes,
and ingredients most adults can’t pronounce. On the drive home, she tapped my
wife on the shoulder from the backseat and said, “Thank you, momma.”
“For what?” my
wife asked, genuinely curious, to which Victoria answered, “Just thank you.”
I’d seen her
reaction upon meeting her kindergarten friend after all these years, and I knew
exactly what she was thanking my wife for.
You and I may not
currently see the benefits of the chastening, or the trials we are going
through, but one day, when we are mature enough, when enough time has passed,
when the suffering of this present time is eclipsed by the glory that will be
revealed in us, we will have no choice but to thank Him. When understanding finally
dawns, we will fall to our knees and thank God for His mercy, His love, His
grace, His correction, as well as for the trials that matured us and grew our
faith. It may not be today, but it will surely come to pass one day.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 42:1-6, “Then
Job answered the Lord and said: “I know that You can do everything, and that no
purpose of Yours can be withheld from You. You asked, ‘Who is this who hides
counsel without knowledge?’ Therefore I have uttered what I did not understand,
things too wonderful for me, which I did not know. Listen, please, and let me
speak; You said, ‘I will question you, and you shall answer me.’ I have heard
of You by the hearing of the ear, but now my eye sees You. Therefore I abhor
myself, and repent in dust and ashes.”
It took forty-two
chapters, but Job finally comes to his epiphany. Some men take far longer to
reach this monumental realization that shifts the perspective of everything
else in one’s life, namely that God can do everything. There is no purpose of
His that can be withheld from Him, and others, in their stubborn stiff-neckedness,
never do, insisting until their last breath that they are in control, the
masters of their destiny, and the captains of their ship. They fail to understand
that whether they accept the reality that God does as He wills, and no purpose
of His can be withheld from Him, or they kick against the goads, resist Him,
and throw fists at their own shadows in frustration, God will still have His
way.
There are two
distinct statements in Job’s first sentence as he begins to answer God. The
first is his profound realization that God can do everything. He didn’t say he
thought, hoped, believed, or presumed God can do everything; he knew. Deep down
in the marrow of his bones, without doubt or equivocation, Job knew that God
can do everything.
That statement
alone is more profound than one might think, especially given the spiritual
confusion blanketing the contemporary church. On the one side, you have
individuals who insist that God has a governor of sorts, in that they can
declare things that are not within the parameters of God’s will for them, and
somehow God is compelled to do as they demand. That would mean that God is
beholden to the whims and wants of men, and if I declare a thing, He is honor-bound
to make it happen. To such individuals, God’s will and purpose are not supreme;
they are arbitrary and only come into play as long as His will and their will
coincide.
It’s tempting,
isn’t it, the idea that I can declare a thing and it must be so regardless of
God’s will or purpose. There was even a book, and merch to go along with this
premise, by a self-styled Texas pastor who will remain unnamed. I’m sure you
can Google it.
The will of God
is supreme. You can declare until you’re blue in the face, and if that is not
God’s will for you, all you’ll end up with is bitterness and resentment, because
unlike Job you have not come to the understanding that not only can God do
everything, but no purpose of His can be withheld from Him.
On the other side
of the coin, you have those who outright deny God’s authority and ability to do
everything, insisting that whatever they’ve decided no longer applies to this
modern age is something that God can no longer do. I’ve heard it, as have we
all, and each time it’s as cringeworthy as the last: God doesn’t do that
anymore! Says who? Did God say it? If He didn’t, then don’t assume or presume
to know the mind of God, and declare something He never did.
It runs the gamut,
and once you begin to think about how many things men say God doesn’t do or can’t
do anymore, it’s frightening how often the attempt to supplant and appropriate
the authority of God is made.
I know you can do
everything! No carveouts, no addendums, no exceptions, no limitations; everything
means everything. Yes, due to our own limitations, we sometimes have difficulty
grasping the reality that God can do everything, but my inability to run a five-minute
mile does not mean that no one else could ever run a five-minute mile. It has
been proven and documented that some, albeit a finite number, can indeed run a five-minute
mile. So an appropriate response to the reality of the situation ought to be, I
can’t do it, but I know it’s possible, because others have.
Then, by your own
logic, you can’t dismiss any of the claims people have made of being teleported
to heaven in a porta-potty or visiting ice cream land for a double scoop of
mint chocolate chip. Not so. While it is possible for someone to run a five-minute
mile, they must still run it. If they rode a bike, they are disqualified. If
they used a motorcycle to get to the mile marker in less than five minutes,
they are disqualified. They must attempt the feat on foot, as everyone who
accomplished it before them did.
There are rules
set forth that were established since the beginning, and they cannot be broken,
ignored, brushed off, or countermanded.
Exodus 33:17-20, “So
the Lord said to Moses, “I will also do this thing that you have spoken; for
you have found grace in My sight and I know you by name.'” And he said, “Please,
show me Your glory.” Then He said, “I will make all My goodness pass before you,
and I will proclaim the name of the Lord before you. I will be gracious to whom
I will be gracious, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion.”
But He said, “You cannot see My face; for no man shall see Me, and live.”’
That’s the rule, clear as day, and if God would not break it for one such as Moses, He will not break it for anyone. Our desire for new experiences cannot make us turn a blind eye or disregard the order God has established in His word. To do so is to court and invite the one who masquerades as an angel of light to sow chaos, deceit, and confusion.
With love in Christ.
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 41:23-34, “The folds of his flesh are joined together; they are firm on him and cannot be moved. His heart is as hard as stone, even as hard as the lower millstone. When he raises himself up, the mighty are afraid; because of his crashings they are beside themselves. Though the sword reaches him, it cannot avail. Nor does spear, dart, or javelin. He regards iron as straw, and bronze as rotten wood. The arrow cannot make him flee; slingstones become like stubble to him. Darts are regarded as straw; he laughs at the threat of javelins. His undersides are like sharp potsherds; he spreads pointed marks in the mire. He makes the deep boil like a pot; he makes the sea like a pot of ointment. He leaves a shining wake behind him; one would think the deep had white hair. On earth there is nothing like him, which is made without fear. He beholds every high thing; He is king over all the children of pride.”
If even one such
as Job, whom God deemed blameless and upright, could not justify himself before
God, what hope do we have? What hope do we have of standing in our own
righteousness? What hope do we have of working our way into heaven? What hope
do we have of standing before the all-knowing God and maker of all that is, the
Creator who spoke the behemoth and leviathan into being, and insisting that it
was by our machinations, labors, the traditions we held to, or rites and
rituals we practiced that we are worthy and deserving of being welcomed into
His kingdom?
It is not man who
justifies himself before God; it is God who justifies man by the faith one
exhibits in the sacrifice and atoning power of the blood of His only begotten
Son, Jesus. Does this mean we ought not to strive? No, Jesus Himself said that
we must strive to enter through the narrow gate. Does this mean we ought not to
be holy? No, God Himself said that we ought to be holy, for He is holy. It’s
not an either-or proposition.
What it does mean
is that all our striving, all our perceived holiness, would not tip the scales
in our favor without the grace, mercy, love, and redemption of the God we
serve, who facilitated our being reconciled to Him anew through what Jesus did
on the cross.
It’s not works
salvation; there’s no such thing, but by the same token, faith without works is
dead, as the Book also states. True faith compels us to be active in our
pursuit of sanctification. It will not allow us to be sedate and stagnant, or remain
in the sorry state Jesus found us in.
Faith is
transformative. If the faith a man claims to have does nothing to draw him
closer to God, compel repentance, and create a hunger for more of Him, then it
is not true faith but words spoken on the wind.
James 1:27, “Pure
and undefiled religion before God and the Father is this: to visit the orphans
and widows in their trouble, and to keep oneself unspotted from the world.”
Millennia before
James penned these words, Job was practicing them. By his own words, he never
turned away the hungry, the poor, or the downtrodden; he went out of his way to
care for the widow and the orphan, and his heart was always tender toward those
in need. Likewise, he feared God and shunned evil, committing his ways to the
Lord. Even so, Job could not justify himself.
When it comes to
this topic, there are two distinct camps: the first is to raise a hand, then
stare at your navel for the rest of your days, because by the raising of the
hand and the saying of a prayer you’ve secured your place in eternity. The
second is to whip oneself into a frenzy, endlessly checking off boxes of performative
tasks someone told you must be completed, even if your heart’s not in it and
you’re just going through the motions. Usually the motivation isn’t love or a
desire for more of God, but a ritualistic sort of muscle memory, like brushing
your teeth in the morning or taking a shower when you get home from work.
When Job cared
for the poor, it was not performative. When he fed the hungry, it wasn’t hoping
someone would see him doing it. When he cared for the widow and the orphan, it
wasn’t for brownie points, but a sincere desire to be a comfort and a source of
joy. He did these things because they were the right thing to do, and not
because he believed doing them would make him holier. Nobody had to force Job’s
hand to do good; nobody had to twist his arm or present him with the choice between
a carrot and a stick. His relationship with God framed his worldview in such a
way that if he could be a comfort, a help, the means by which the hungry could
be fed and the naked clothed, he did not hesitate.
James 2:18, “But
someone will say, “You have faith, and I have works.” Show me your faith
without works, and I will show you my faith by my works.”
If man is undone
at the sight of God’s creation, how much more so ought he be before the God who
created them? If one feels small standing before the behemoth or the leviathan,
how much smaller ought he feel standing before God? The evidently similar reactions
to the presence of God we see throughout the Bible are not the exceptions; they
are the norm. This is how creation rightly reacts when presented with its
Creator, not flippantly, arrogantly, or laissez-faire, but with reverence, holy
fear, and a vivid knowledge of how insignificant we are in the presence of His
infinite power.
We are precious
in God’s sight because He deemed it so.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 41:12-22, “I will not conceal his limbs, his mighty power, or his graceful proportions. Who can remove his outer coat? Who can approach him with a double bridle? Who can open the doors of his face, with his terrible teeth all around? His rows of scales are his pride, shut up tightly as with a seal; one is so near another that no air can come between them; they are joined one to another, they stick together and cannot be parted. His sneezings flash forth light, and his eyes are like the eyelids of the morning. Out of his mouth go burning lights; sparks of fire shoot out. Smoke goes out of his nostrils, as from a boiling pot and burning rushes. His breath kindles coals, and a flame goes out of his mouth. Strength dwells in his neck, and sorrow dances before him.”
You can tell when
someone is passionate about a given topic and when they’re just phoning it in.
It doesn’t take long to conclude whether the individual in question knows what
they’re talking about or they’re just hoping a pointless word salad absent substance
will be enough to convince you of their imagined body of knowledge.
Whether it’s
birds, cars, the different species of wildlife in a given area, or regional
history, someone’s true passion for the topic shines through, whether they mean
for it to do so or not. I’ve heard plenty of sermons where passion was so
lacking that it was obvious the preacher was just doing his job. Scroll down
the iPad, going through the bullet points of a canned sermon, sprinkle in a
joke or two, and take up the offering at the end. Another week, another
paycheck, and to them that’s all that it was: a job.
The crowd’s
reaction, or lack thereof, was of little concern, as were the raised eyebrows
when they tried to imply something the biblical text obviously did not allude
to; but they pressed on, delivered their twenty-five-minute sermon, unperturbed
or unaffected by the absence of impact or spiritual unction.
I’ve also had the
honor of being in services where the preacher was passionate about God, the
things of God, the ways of God, and the Word of God. You could see the passion
in their demeanor, in their eyes, and in the words they spoke, giving them the
respect they deserved as being God’s message to His creation, inspired,
profound, and impactful, because they followed the urging of the Holy Spirit and
not some words they’d scratched on a piece of paper.
You can always
tell when there is passion behind an action, and in God’s detailing of the
leviathan, one can’t help but notice how passionate He is about His creation.
It’s akin to starting up a conversation with a bona fide car guy, who can go on
for days about how an engine works, and why you need to change the spark plugs because
two out of four are misfiring. While you’re trying to figure out what a spark
plug is, he’s painstakingly explaining combustion to you, and all you can do is
stand there, listen, and absorb.
Nothing God has
created, nothing He spoke into existence, was thrown together haphazardly.
There was no moment during the process of creation when God shrugged His
shoulders and said, good enough, that’ll do, or the oft-repeated, perfect is
the enemy of the good. When God beheld what He had created and said, “it is
good,” His version of Good is perfection, for nothing else would suffice.
Take any of God’s
myriad of creations, whether a beast of the air, a beast of the sea, and everything
in between, and He can tell you why He fashioned them the way He did, all the detail
that went into it, and how it was created in such a way as to coexist with the
ecosystem to which it was assigned.
But sure, it was
all an accident, a serendipitous quirk of the universe where everything from a
microbe to a cell to chromosomes to behemoths and leviathans had a purpose and was
created with such specificity as to boggle the mind. It’s easy enough to say something
that dumb, but far harder to back it up with any reason or logic.
Even those who
lean on the crutch of evolution to explain the majesty of creation can’t come
up with a viable explanation as to how everything evolved so perfectly. You’ve
never seen a zebra with gills, or a tiger with flippers, a dolphin with hooves,
or a seal with horns, but sure, it was all by accident, perfectly aligned and
put together, but by accident.
Absence of
evidence exists only in the minds of those who refuse to open their eyes and
acknowledge God’s design in all that surrounds them. It is the refuge of the dull-witted,
and those who suffer from god complexes, because to admit that there is One greater
than them, One who created them, and put bone upon bone, and sinew atop those
bones, One who is responsible for the spark of life that animates them, is to acknowledge
God Himself, and be confronted with the reality that one day they will have to
stand before Him.
It is unlikely
that Job ever saw a leviathan up close and personal, but God’s vivid
description of His creation paints a word picture so clear that one can close
their eyes and imagine the size, scope, majesty, and ferocity of this beast of
the deep. This wasn’t a sketch or an outline; it wasn’t an ink blot where one
can imagine whatever they will if they stare at it long enough, but a detailed
account of what went into its creation and the minute details that went into
its forging.
We may sing songs
about serving an awesome God, and about Him being a God of wonder, but can our
feeble minds ever truly grasp the extent of His majesty? Are we even able to
perceive His greatness while in these husks of flesh? We can get a glimpse from
time to time, but as far as the fullness thereof, I do believe we fall short.
We worship Him because He is worthy, far beyond what we can comprehend, and the
knowledge that this infinite, indescribable, omnipotent God loves us should be
more humbling still.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 41:1-11, “Can you draw out Leviathan with a hook, or snare his tongue with a line which you lower? Can you put a reed through his nose, or pierce his jaw with a hook? Will he make many supplications to you? Will he speak softly to you? Will he make a covenant with you? Will you take him as a servant forever? Will you play with him as with a bird, or will you leash him for your maidens? Will your companions make a banquet of him? Will they apportion him among the merchants? Can you fill his skin with harpoons, or his head with fishing spears? Lay your hand on him; remember the battle – never do it again! Indeed, any hope of overcoming him is false; shall one not be overwhelmed at the sight of him? No one is so fierce that he would dare stir him up. Who then is able to stand against Me? Who has preceded Me, that I should pay him? Everything under heaven is Mine.”
Other than
offering Elihu a backhanded rebuke, God had thus far addressed none of the
others who thought themselves wiser, of greater understanding, and more
righteous than Job. God’s words were laser-focused on the man everyone had
written off, discarded, avoided, and judged as being wicked, stubborn, and
unwilling to admit to the sin he had surely committed.
When God does
eventually get around to answering Job’s friends, it isn’t an answer to their
prayers and supplications, as was the case with Job, but a rebuke for the words
they spoke in haste, without understanding what was taking place. God’s
conversation with Job is an answer to prayer. God’s address to Job’s friends is
a rebuke and condemnation of their words and actions. The two are not the same.
It’s been said
before, but it bears repeating: what men think of you, how men see you, how men
judge you, is irrelevant; how God views you is all that matters. The desire of
one’s heart ought not to center on how best to be pleasing in their sight, but
to be pleasing in God’s sight. It is He who is the judge over His creation. It
is He who weighs the hearts of men and sees them as they are.
Everything under
heaven is Mine. That encapsulates the extent of God’s power to the point that
His omnipotence is undeniable. Everything. Not some things, or most things, but
everything. This is the God we serve. Not one limited in authority, not one of
minimal power, not one who wishes He could do something but can’t because His reach
does not extend that far.
Nothing is
impossible with God! But if that’s the case, why haven’t I gotten my wish list?
Why don’t I have the things I want? Once again, because you’re not God, and His
will, plan, and purpose are paramount rather than our wants or desires. If
Jesus had to submit to the authority of God’s will, what makes any of us think
we don’t?
Matthew 26:39, “He
went a little farther and fell on His face, and prayed, saying, ‘O My Father,
if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; nevertheless, not as I will, but
as You will.”’
When we pray God’s
will be done in our lives, it’s not only when it aligns with our will, when
they are in harmony, or when it requires no valley, trial, testing, or hardship.
Without the fiery furnace, the three young men would not have had the testimony
of God’s power to sustain them through it. Without the lion’s den, Daniel would
not have seen God shutting up the mouths of the lions. Without the suffering
and loss, the book of Job would not exist, nor would we have as great an understanding
of God’s power to restore and rebuild as we do. You may not see the purpose in something,
but God does. As long as we remain faithful, true, and obedient, His plan will
reveal itself and in understanding it, we will glory in Him all the more.
Often, we focus
on the battle and not on the victory that is sure to come if we endure and
persist, cling to our integrity, and praise Him even in the midst of the storm.
We see the night, but not the dawn, the affliction but not the cessation
thereof, the sorrow but not the comforting hand of He who sees all and knows
all.
The enemy is
masterful at keeping us focused on the suffering of this present time, and not
the future glory, because given enough time, marinating in despondency and
hopelessness turns into bitterness and disillusionment.
If the book of
Job teaches us anything, it’s that God is there even when it seems He isn’t. He
is near even when He seems far off. He is present and engaged even when He
seems indifferent, and when the world seems to be spinning out of control, everything
under heaven is still His.
While the
behemoth is a beast of the land, the Leviathan God refers to is a creature of
the sea, one which men feared and could not bring down, but which God treats as
a pet, playing with him as with a bird. The imagery is astounding and humbling all
at once, because the things men fear most are things well within God’s control,
for while even the hope of overcoming one as fearsome as Leviathan is a false
one for any man, it is no great thing for God to leash him and take him as a
servant forever.
Whether viewed through
the lens of an allegory of the supernatural that seeks to depict the power of
God even over the most fearsome beasts of land and sea, or the literal beasts
themselves, the point is clear: Everything under heaven is His, and He rules
over all of His creation!
This is the God
we serve. Not some idol fashioned of wood and stone, not some dead thing,
unresponsive and unconcerned with our trials, but a living, active, all-powerful
God, who is in control of everything.
Isaiah 26:4, “Trust
in the Lord forever, for in YAH, the Lord, is everlasting strength.”
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Man didn’t save me; Jesus did. He didn’t save me from slipping on a banana peel or touching poison ivy; He saved me from hell, from the eternal darkness, and from the fire that is never quenched. My salvation and redemption, just like yours, came at a cost that wasn’t paltry or insignificant, but one that was astronomical: a life for a life. Not the life of another, but His life; not the pain of another but His pain. He did not delegate the responsibility of redemption or reconciliation to God because there was no one He could delegate it to. It is to Jesus that I owe my undying fealty, loyalty, devotion, and love, because He did what no other could on my behalf.
Anyone attempting
to supplant or replace Jesus in your life, insisting that they, rather than
Him, should be followed and obeyed, didn’t die for you! Remember that the next
time you entertain the idea that following after a man is an option because
it’s more convenient, less time-consuming, or because they demand less of you than
Jesus would.
Jesus warned, but
it seems His warning fell on deaf ears. He spoke of a time when men would come
in His name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and would deceive many. That time is
here. That time is now, and it’s only going to get worse going forward.
Job 40:15-24,
“Look now at the behemoth, which I made along with you; he eats grass like an
ox. See now, his strength is in his hips, and his power is in his stomach
muscles. He moves his tail like a cedar; the sinews of his thighs are tightly knit.
His bones are like beams of bronze, his ribs like bars of iron. He is the first
of the ways of God; only He who made him can bring near His sword. Surely the
mountains yield food for him, and all the beasts of the field play there. He
lies under the lotus trees, in a covert of reeds and marsh. The lotus trees
cover him with their shade; the willows by the brook surround him. Indeed the
river may rage, yet he is not disturbed; he is confident, though the Jordan
gushes into his mouth, though he takes it in his eyes, or one pierces his nose
with a snare.”
There are those
among us who desire to know God and understand the mysteries thereof; then
there are those whose only reason for desiring discourse with Him is to prove
how wise they are in their own eyes and tell Him how they would have done it
differently. Likewise, there are those who approach God in humility and
reverence, submitting to His will, deferring to His wisdom, and obeying His
commands, and those whose pride will not allow them to bow before His majesty,
and if ever they approach Him it is with a combative spirit, challenging His
authority, and insisting that they are on equal footing even though they are
His creation, and He their creator.
God is patient
with those with sincere hearts. If we ask for bread, He will not give us a
stone, and if we ask for understanding, He will not be vague or ambiguous. We
can neither plead ignorance of God’s will nor His commands, because the Word is
clear on both accounts, and only those whose desire isn’t to serve Him, but to
find ways of bypassing what He has commanded, pretend as though He wasn’t
clear.
God does not
withhold pertinent, necessary information, nor does He play coy when we desire
more of Him. He doesn’t require that we enter a credit card number to get
behind a paywall where all the good information is, but freely reveals His will
to us because He is motivated by love, and love alone.
God so loved the
world! That sentence alone can readily be contemplated for an entire lifetime,
and we would still only grasp the edges of the depth of what it means, and what
all it implies. Is it because we are so lovable? Is it because we deserved
redemption at the cost of the life of God’s only begotten Son? Or is it because
God loved His creation, unworthy and undeserving as it was?
God could have
been short with Job; He could have answered in a handful of words, but He took
the time to explain His authority so thoroughly that Job was left speechless,
in awe of the God he served and all the detail that went into everything He
created.
As far as the
behemoth goes, and what it is, the learned men of our day as well as those who
came before them, have concluded that it’s a catchall term for large, four-legged,
ponderous animals, whether the hippopotamus or the elephant; many are inclined
to believe that God was referring to a hippo when addressing Job because of the
description He proffers of the behemoth opening its mouth and the Jordan
gushing therein.
Some, however,
insist that God was speaking of dinosaurs when referring to the behemoth, although
more often than not it’s wishful thinking rather than any substantive evidence
that Job lived during the time of the dinosaurs. Between the two, I would err
on the side of caution and say God was speaking of a hippopotamus rather than a
dinosaur; then again, I’m not often given to flights of fancy and unsubstantiated
claims. Whatever it was God was referring to as far as the behemoth is
concerned, the purpose of the example He used is more relevant than what the
animal itself was. God was attempting to highlight the clear purpose and design
of His creation, including for something as cumbersome, slow, and indomitable
as the behemoth.
Even for
something like the behemoth, God made sure the mountains yielded food, the
lotus trees provided shade, and the Jordan satisfied its thirst. It is neither
troubled nor worried about what it will eat or what it will drink, and the raging
river does not disturb it. The behemoth is confident not because it has the
wherewithal to provide for itself, but because it knows it has been provided
for. Even the behemoth can teach us lessons on how we should approach life,
only if we are willing to learn.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
In all the questions God asked Job, He was also attempting to show him the depth and breadth of the chasm between the wisdom of man and the wisdom of God. Job was humble enough to acknowledge what he did not know, but God made clear the breadth of it by pointing out just how many there were. Everyone acknowledges that they don’t know everything, at least anyone who isn’t delusional, but the realization of just how much they don’t know is often jarring and discombobulating.
We are
predisposed to being wise in our own eyes, and those who see it as their
defining trait tend to surround themselves with fools simply so they could
highlight their own understanding. Every ship of fools must have a captain, and
in the land of the blind, the man with one eye is king. When God steps into the
picture, however, no matter how highly a man might think of himself, it is for
naught, for God isn’t simply wise; He is wisdom personified. Elihu learned as
much when God dismissed him as speaking words without knowledge, even though
he’d spent a considerable amount of time trying to convince Job and his three
friends otherwise.
Accusations
aren’t evidence; assumptions aren’t facts, and even the wisest among us
understands in part. Knowing this, the best course of action, without fail, is
to defer to God, because whether we defer to Him or not, submit to His wisdom
or don’t, He will have the final word, and His judgments will be absolute and
irrevocable. It’s akin to a grain of sand disagreeing with the crashing waves, or
a pebble disagreeing with the rushing river. God will do as He wills, and no
created thing, whether man or beast, can stand in His way or hinder His plan
from coming to fruition.
We choose to
submit ourselves to God and abide by His Word, or attempt to twist it or
altogether circumvent it because the desire of our heart is not to be pleasing
in the sight of the Lord, but to do as we will and still have the hope of
squeaking by and somehow making it into heaven. It doesn’t even have to be
something egregious, just small changes here and there that attempt to change
the intended meaning of what the gospel says.
Take, for
example, one of the most often-heard claims within Christendom over the past
few decades: that God has a wonderful plan for your life. It is indisputable
that God has a plan for your life, but the Bible never says it’s wonderful, at
least not as long as we are in these husks of flesh, making our way to
eternity. One word changes both the implied expectations and the meaning of the
entire phrase. The wonderful, glorious part comes after, when we stand before
God and hear “Well done.” Jesus Himself said that in this world we would have
tribulation, yet the expectation of many nominal believers is the wonderful
life the smiling snake-oil merchant spoke of, and when tribulation comes, their
entire world gets turned on its ear because of one word added to the truth of
Scripture.
The dichotomy
between how Job’s friends reacted to his claim of being blameless, having found
nothing in his heart of wickedness or evil, and how God reacted, knowing Job
was, in truth, all that he claimed to be, is unnerving. On the one hand, Elihu
and Job’s three friends could not believe that one could attain such a level of
blamelessness, while God, knowing Job was blameless, saw him as one in need of
grace and mercy.
Any other man or
woman during Job’s generation would have fallen short of his blamelessness and
uprightness, but when compared to the righteousness of God, Job himself fell
short. Lest anyone be tempted to boast of their righteousness, remember this
and be humbled anew.
Both the presence
of God, the voice of God, and the wisdom of God humble man. There can be no
other response. Anyone walking away from an encounter with God feeling proud,
puffed up, accomplished, and validated hasn’t had an encounter with the one
true God. God is not in the cheerleading business. He doesn’t have to cheer
every time you finish your peas and carrots because He does not see you as an
infant but as a soldier. He doesn’t see you as a toddler but as a warrior.
We sing songs
about being in the Lord’s army but act nothing like the soldiers we claim to
be. If we are in the Lord’s army, He commands, and we obey, and if, perchance,
something requires improvement, whether in the wielding of our weapons or the
carrying out of our duties, He lets us know.
Yes, there was a
time when you were a lost sheep and the good Shepherd left the ninety-nine and
went after the one, but you are a lost sheep no longer. You have been found,
you have been saved, you have been sanctified, and you cannot remain in the
same spiritual condition as you were when your spiritual eyes were opened. It’s
past time that those expecting God to rummage through His pockets for a hanky
to wipe their noses learn to put on their armor and stand because they’ve been
in a state of spiritual infancy for as long as they’ve been alive.
Stop expecting
God to be a mother hen and gravitating toward people who infantilize you to the
point of thinking you are incapable of studying the Word of God for yourself. There’s
a difference between being babied and being trained, between being pandered to
and being discipled. Given that itching ears are all the rage, it’s no surprise
the contemporary church is in the deplorable spiritual condition it’s in.
The purpose of a
preacher, a teacher, a pastor, a bishop, or an evangelist isn’t to make you
dependent on them, but to point the way to Jesus. Anyone who claims to be any
of these things and does otherwise has the ulterior motive of controlling you
rather than showing you the way by which you can be made free.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
If you claim to be a chef, you must know how to cook. If you claim to be a carpenter, you must know how to build a house. If you claim to be a woodsman, you must know how to chop down a tree. Not only must you know how to do these things, but you must also be able to follow through and actually do them. Theoretical knowledge of something isn’t practical application. Saying you’re a little god yet not being able to do godlike things only proves you’re a liar, and your pride and arrogance have compelled your tongue to speak things that are wholly fabricated, untrue, and worthy of scorn.
Job never claimed
to be a little god, as so many have taken to doing today, but in his pain and
despair he wondered out loud why all these things had happened to him. God’s
first question to Job is one that those of us who have suffered loss, or the
untimely death of a loved one, have likewise had to contend with: Would you
indeed annul my judgment?
It’s an easy
question to ask but a hard question to answer due to the duality with which all
of us must contend. I was heartbroken when my mother died, as well as when my
grandfather and most recently my father, and I would be lying if I didn’t say I
wished we had more time together. Part of me rejoiced that they had gone to
their reward, that they had run their races and now had received their crowns,
but another part of me felt sorrow for their departure.
Especially when
it came to my grandfather’s passing, I was tempted to do as Job did, and ask
why, contend with God, and insist that there was still work to be done had He
allowed him to live, but in the end, all I could do was submit to God’s
authority and say, “Your will be done!”
To those who have
been taught an erroneous dynamic of who God is and who man is, insisting that
we are on equal footing with Him, and that He must bend to our will whenever we
pout or hold our breath, accepting the trials of life is the hardest thing of
all.
I spoke life, yet
death has come. I spoke joy, yet I am shrouded in mourning. I spoke prosperity,
but I could barely pay my bills. Why is this happening? I did what the preacher
on TV said I should: I spoke all these things, yet none have come to pass. Why?
Because you’re not God! You may have been talked into believing you are a
little god, but you have neither the power nor the authority to make the claim,
for there is only one God, and His plan and purpose are known to Him.
Our duty is
neither to annul God’s judgment, nor is it to condemn Him that we may be
justified, but to submit ourselves to Him. I know you are a good Father; I know
you are a gracious God; I know you are faithful even when I am faithless; and I
know you have a plan. I may not see it, especially in the valley, but you know
the way I must go and what I must endure to reach the destination You have in
mind for me, and so I submit willingly, wholeheartedly, completely, without
exception or exemption.
If you feel you
are entitled to play God, to question, to disagree, to challenge, or override
Him, then do what only God can do such as adorn yourself with majesty and
splendor, array yourself with glory and beauty, look on the proud and humble
him, and if you are able to do those things, God said, then I will confess to
you that your own right hand can save you.
Anyone can claim
to be a brain surgeon until they’re staring down at a brain pan and asked to
remove a tumor. In their hubris, some might attempt it, inevitably killing the
patient, but unless you possess the authority and attributes exclusive to the one
true God, stop claiming that you are one.
Job already knew
the dynamic between himself and God, but God nevertheless reminded him of it,
setting up the framework for the rest of their conversation.
There is one
thought that I can’t shake as I read this chapter, and that is, if a man whom
God deemed blameless and upright could be taken to task for questioning God,
whether in his heart, or with his words, how many times have we fallen short of
the mark given that none of us have been singled out as one in a generation
when it comes to uprightness and blamelessness.
If you think you
can save yourself, have at it. If you believe you do not require the grace,
mercy, and redemptive, atoning power of the blood of Jesus, and that by your
will alone you will accomplish only what He can, I can’t twist your arm into
changing your mind. The only thing I can do is tell you what the Word says, and
encourage you to consider that even one such as Job could not save himself.
Job did not
rebel; he did not sin against God, nor did he charge God with wrong. He did,
however, perhaps in his heart, wish that things had been different, that he
hadn’t had to go through what he had, and even that small, seemingly
insignificant action was enough for God to call him to task and ask a series of
questions that would reacquaint Job with the sovereignty of the God he served.
So what is the
practical application for us today, when considering the conversation between
Job and God thus far? Simply put, what Isaiah would later declare so
succinctly: our righteousnesses are as filthy rags. By God’s own words, Job was
a righteous man, blameless and upright, yet even his righteousness fell short
of the holiness of God and required His grace and mercy.
Walk humbly with your Lord. Lean on Him, depend on Him, understand that no matter how righteous you may see yourself, you still require His grace to carry on, press forward, and reach the finish line.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 40:6-14, “Then the Lord answered Job out of the whirlwind, and said: ‘Now prepare yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer Me: ‘Would you indeed annul My judgment? Would you condemn Me that you may be justified? Have you an arm like God? Or can you thunder with a voice like His? Then adorn yourself with majesty and splendor, and array yourself with glory and beauty. Disperse the rage of your wrath; look on everyone who is proud, and humble him. Look on everyone who is proud, and bring him low; tread down the wicked in their place. Hide them in the dust together, bind their faces in hidden darkness. Then I will confess to you that your own right hand can save you.’”
To a
hypersensitive, perpetually offended, endlessly emotive generation insisting
they’re the victim in every story, God’s words seem less than conciliatory. To
some among the aforementioned generation, His words seem downright mean,
because as is the case with every self-important naïve who insists that they
could do everything better, they’ll rattle off a hundred things they would have
done differently, or said differently, all beginning with the famous last
words, “If it was me in that situation.”
If it was me in
that situation, I would have picked Job up and held him close, and told him how
great he was doing. If it were me in that situation, I would have praised Job’s
steadfastness. If it were me in that situation, I would have never agreed to
Job’s being so sifted by the devil. The thing is, it wasn’t you, it wasn’t me,
and our ways are not His ways; our thoughts are not His thoughts, and rather
than demand that God align His ways with ours, we must endeavor to align our
ways with His.
God was not
addressing a child; He was addressing a man. God was not addressing someone who
crumbled under the weight of the first trial he’d ever had to endure, but one
who walked through the valley and came out the other side with the scars to
show for it. Modern-day preachers may coddle and excuse the sheep of His
pastures as though any sort of correction were akin to being flogged in the
public square, but God chastens those He loves and will not omit or ignore
shortcomings for the sake of sparing our feelings.
It’s not out of
cruelty, malice, or callousness that God corrects and chastens us, but out of
love and a desire to see us grow in righteousness, holiness, and purity of
heart. God knows what the end product must look like, and He will not accept an
inferior iteration to avoid hurt feelings.
Correction is
part of the process; it is part of the walk, and it confirms that God sees us
as His own, sons and daughters whom He desires to see walking in the fullness
of all that He has for them.
Hebrews 12:7-11,
“If you endure chastening, God deals with you as with sons; for what son is
there whom a father does not chasten? But if you are without chastening, of
which all have become partakers, then you are illegitimate and not sons.
Furthermore, we have had human fathers who corrected us, and we paid them
respect. Shall we not much more readily be in subjection to the Father of
spirits and live? For they indeed for a few days chastened us as seemed best to
them, but He for our profit, that we may be partakers of His holiness. Now no
chastening seems to be joyful for the present, but painful; nevertheless,
afterward it yields the peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been
trained by it.”
Absence of correction
is not a demonstration of love; it is proof of indifference. Whether in a spiritual
sense, or as it relates to one’s children, if love is the driving force, if
love is what motivates, you will do your utmost to correct and chasten them
whenever you see them doing something that will ultimately lead to either their
destruction or a life absent joy, peace, and purpose.
We are where we
are as a society because men have redefined indifference to mean love, and no
matter how far-fetched a child’s ideas, they are validated and celebrated
rather than corrected and challenged. I love my babies enough to let them
destroy themselves utterly, mutilate their bodies in irreversible ways, and
ensure that they have no future other than a lifelong cycle of pain and regret!
Can that really be called love? You can call it many things, but love isn’t one
of them.
That’s just one
example, but there are plenty we can point to. The tragedy of it is that by the
time the parents realize that permissiveness isn’t truly love, it’s far too
late to do anything about it but mourn over what could have been had they done
their duty and chastened their children, corrected them, and trained them up in
the way they should go.
The Lord answered
Job out of the whirlwind and instructed him to prepare himself like a man. We’re
going to have a conversation, you and I; I will question you, and you will
answer me. Job wasn’t given the option to curl up in a corner and pretend as
though he had not heard the voice of God, he wasn’t given the option to throw a
tantrum and insist that he would only entertain God’s request if He spoke in a
kinder tone, God answered out of the whirlwind and said, this is how it’s going
to be, now man up, prepare yourself like a man, and let’s hash this out.
If the Lord tarries,
perhaps one day we will look back on the last forty years and begin to
acknowledge the damage that was done to the household of faith by those who,
pretending to be shepherds, turned out to be nothing more than soothsayers,
speaking lies and distorting the Word of life for fear of being deemed unkind
or unloving. Perhaps, one day, we will acknowledge that turning a blind eye to
sin, rebellion, and the twisting of the gospel was not the act of love they
claimed it was, but something far more nefarious, destructive, and deadly.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 40:1-6, “Moreover the Lord answered Job, and said: ‘Shall the one who contends with the Almighty correct Him? He who rebukes God, let him answer it.’ Then Job answered the Lord and said: ‘Behold, I am vile; what shall I answer You? I lay my hand over my mouth. Once I have spoken, but I will not answer; yes, twice, but I will proceed no further.’”
How does a man
that God described as blameless and upright react upon hearing the voice of God
addressing him personally? Whether it’s Job or Isaiah, when contrasted with the
holiness of God, one saw himself as vile; the other insisted he was a man of
unclean lips, a man undone by the presence of the One he served.
Even though both
men had served God faithfully for years, even though their hearts were pure in
the sight of God, and He saw them as true servants, the moment God made His
presence known, they saw themselves in the light of His righteousness and
couldn’t help but conclude that there was no comparison.
There was no
familiarity; nobody in the Bible attempted to high-five God, braid His beard,
sit on His throne, or challenge Him to a game of backgammon. The holiness and
omnipotence of God demanded the humbling of one’s very being, because they
understood who was addressing them, whose voice they had heard, and faithful as
they were, blameless and upright as they were, the magnitude of God’s holiness
brought them low.
One of the
reasons I am ever skeptical of individuals who claim to have wandered the halls
of heaven and shared a rainbow sherbet with God is the utter lack of holy reverence,
holy fear, and holy awe. Are you telling me there was no reaction similar to
Job or Isaiah as you stood before the Almighty? You got to look into His eyes
while Moses had to turn his back, for as God said, “no man shall see Me and
live?”
What you are
inferring is that you exceed the uprightness of Job, Isaiah, and Moses put
together, and that you are the singular exception in the history of mankind
given that God went back on His own word and allowed you to not only see Him
face to face, but sit on His lap, toy with His beard, and have a familiarity
with Him that none other claimed to have.
If that’s the
claim you’re making, just come out and say it. Don’t be coy; don’t allow others
to draw that conclusion based on your insinuations, then when called on the
carpet for the claims you made, obfuscate and act demure, insisting that you
never said those things yourself; people just assumed them.
You’re attempting
to play games with a God who doesn’t. You’re attempting to elevate your status
by claiming things you’ve never experienced, speaking words God has never
spoken, and appropriating authority that was never yours to appropriate.
Perhaps the best
course of action would be to imitate Job, lay your hand over your mouth, and be
silent. It is a profound thing to consider and contemplate: the one man that
God deemed blameless and upright in his generation saw himself as vile in the
light of God’s presence, His voice, and His holiness.
It’s only on
extremely rare occasions that men see themselves as less rather than more of
what they truly are. Whether it’s more faithful, wise, knowledgeable, or
righteous, men usually round up rather than round down. The see themselves in a
more positive light than objectively deserved, then in what soon becomes an
endless loop of self-aggrandizement, they use that positive assessment of
themselves to elevate their status in their own minds, excusing behaviors
otherwise looked down upon and condemned by the Word, because if God deemed it
so bad they wouldn’t see themselves as being so righteous, take one step further
away from truth and light, and the cycle begins anew again.
Was Job truly
vile? Had Elihu and Job’s three friends been right all along? Was his love for
God just a pretense? Was he putting on airs for the sake of saving face? In
light of how God viewed him, and being told that Job never sinned with his
lips, it’s unlikely, but that’s how he saw himself in the moment when God
addressed him. That’s how he viewed all that he had done, because it wasn’t man
striving for God any longer, but God striving with man.
God had thrown
down the gauntlet, addressed Job specifically, and the only response Job had to
hand was to say, “Behold, I am vile; what shall I answer you?” Then immediately
he laid his hand over his mouth.
Those who fault
God, who insist that He has treated them unfairly, that He fell short of
righteous judgment regarding some issue or another, would have the wind knocked
out of their sail in an instant if God were to turn their gaze upon them and
ask that they substantiate their claims.
Feelings and
facts are distinctly different and separate from each other. They are not
interchangeable, nor can you claim something is fact when it is a feeling.
Conversely, you cannot accuse someone of being emotional, or reacting based on
feelings when facts have been presented to them, and they are unwilling to
contend with the matter with objective intellectual honesty.
Job knew two
things at this point: first, that God had addressed him personally, and second,
in light of His holiness, the only thing he could say was, “Behold, I am vile;
what shall I answer You?”
In the end, Job
was just a man. Blameless and upright he might have been, diligently fearing
the Lord and shunning evil, but he was flesh and bone, sinew and blood, now
having the God of the universe addressing him, with the light of God’s holiness
making any measure of it Job may have achieved seem vile in comparison.
No man can stand
before God in his own righteousness. No man can insist that by their merit,
their labors, their adherence to a particular set of practices, they have no
need of the atoning, redemptive blood of Jesus to wash them and make them
clean. All fall short of the glory of God, and though he was singularly blameless
and upright in his generation, so did Job. Now all he could do was humble
himself in the sight of the Lord, with sincerity of heart and purpose, understanding
that God owed him no answers, but in His love He would nevertheless provide them.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 39:26-30, “Does the hawk fly by your wisdom, and spread its wings toward the south? Does the eagle mount up at your command, and make its nest on high? On the rock it dwells and resides, on the crag of the rock and the stronghold. From there it spies out the prey; its eyes observe from afar. Its young ones suck up blood; and where the slain are, there it is.”
Were God
addressing any one of a multitude of self-appointed modern-day prophets, by now
they would have attempted to interrupt him at least a dozen times, shoehorning
their opinions, attempting to highlight their own perceived wisdom, or even
contradicting He who is eternal, Almighty, creator of all that is, without
beginning or end.
Self-importance
is a disease that is spreading like an out-of-control brushfire within the
household of faith, and the damage it has wrought is unquantifiable. It doesn’t
matter that those who suffer from this malady are proven wrong time and time again.
Whenever the current topic du jour runs its course, and they realize they’re
out of runway, they pivot to another just as irrelevant, tertiary, and
pointless as the one before.
Oddly enough,
they never get around to talking about Jesus, the existential need of Him, the
sacrifice He made upon the cross, or that no man can come to the Father but by
Him. Up until a couple of weeks ago, the alien disclosure was the thing everyone
was talking about, not realizing it was a way of marketing a movie that ended
up bombing at the box office anyway, but you couldn’t go anywhere without
hearing the anxiety in people’s voices when discussing what it was they were
ready to reveal to the world.
The hubristic
among the godless even went so far as to gleefully insist that what they’ve got
cooking would destroy the faith of countless Christians, put an end to
Christianity itself, and upturn the world and what it considered the norm. That
only goes to show how little they understand of faith. What was meant to be a
bonfire was less than a fizzle, and since the silence must be filled with something,
anything, no matter how inane or ridiculous, they jumped onto the next
bandwagon, the next thing, that new and fresh take on an old idea that has been
around for centuries.
Meanwhile, God is
still on the throne; He is still in control, and He looks upon the machinations
of men not with dread or a sense of foreboding, but with mockery and derision.
Psalm 2:1-4, “Why
do the nations rage, and the people plot a vain thing? The kings of the earth
set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against the Lord and
against His Anointed, saying, ‘Let us break their bonds in pieces and cast away
Their cords from us.’ He who sits in the heavens shall laugh; the Lord shall
hold them in derision.’”
If I had a dollar
for every time someone insisted that they would drive a death nail into the
heart of Christianity, I’d have a lot of dollars. The only instance I can think
of where I would have more dollars still is if I had a dollar for every time someone
predicted the date of the rapture that came and went only to be replaced by
another date in the not-so-distant future.
Men have always
plotted and schemed to find ways of casting away the existence of God, because while
He remains, they cannot replace Him. Technology has gotten better, but the root
of their desire remains the same: to be like God. From the onset, when there
were only two walking in the garden, and no other human existed on the face of
the earth, that was the offer, the temptation, the lure, enticement, and
appeal: the day you eat of it you will be like God!
God only said you
shouldn’t eat of the tree because He doesn’t want the competition. It’s selfish
of Him to withhold the knowledge of good and evil, blessing and calamity from
you, isn’t it? All it takes is one act of disobedience, one act of rebellion,
for you to be on equal footing with Him, then you won’t have to submit to His
will, you won’t have to submit to His purpose, you won’t have to submit to His sovereignty;
you can do as you will, and He won’t be able to do a thing about it.
People can think
themselves little gods until the One True God steps in and makes His voice heard
above the roar of the thundering waves. He doesn’t have to shout; He doesn’t
have to ball up His fists and get red in the face, because His whisper holds
the authority of infinite power, and it’s no hard thing for Him to prove to the
stiff-necked and proud that they are not what they claim to be.
Humble yourself
in the sight of the Lord. That’s the first rule of living a life of peace, joy,
and fulfillment. Notice that I did not say abundance and prosperity, because
those rarely bring you peace, joy, or fulfillment. More often than not, the
more men have, the more they want, endlessly churning themselves into a lather on
the hamster wheel until their heart gives out and they fall off, only to be
replaced by another who’s fallen into the snare of believing that this is where
joy is found.
Men demand
respect, reverence, and awe; they demand that you defer to their wisdom or the
way they see things, but God deserves and is worthy of these things by the
nature of who He is and all that He has done.
God’s not asking
for something He does not deserve or isn’t owed. From commanding the morning and
causing the dawn to know its place, to dividing a channel for the overflowing
water, to causing the tender grass to grow, to binding the cluster of the Pleiades,
or loosening the belt of Orion, to the ostrich, the horse, the hawk, and man
himself, God spoke all into being, and governs them by His mighty hand.
He is worthy! He
is worthy of all praise, all honor, all glory, and worship. He is worthy of our
obedience, faithfulness, and service. When one is worthy, it means they merit
the recognition assigned to them; they have earned it, and not simply implied
that they have. He is worthy and none other, no matter how many might claim
otherwise.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 39:19-25, “Have you given the horse strength? Have you clothed his neck with thunder? Can you frighten him like a locust? His majestic snorting strikes terror. He paws in the valley and rejoices in his strength; he gallops into the clash of arms. He mocks at fear and is not frightened; nor does he turn back from the sword. The quiver rattles against him, the glittering spear and javelin. He devours the distance with fierceness and rage; nor does he come to a halt because the trumpet has sounded. At the blast of the trumpet he says, ‘Aha!’ He smells the battle from afar, the thunder of captains and shouting.”
I am not given to
equestrian endeavors. I like being on things that can’t buck me off if they get
a mind to, like a comfy couch or the beat-up chair in the corner of our den
from where I do most of my writing. Even so, it is undeniable that horses are
beautiful beasts, majestic creatures, and that’s before realizing how many
different breeds there are, and how much they differ in both temperament, size,
and purpose.
God did not pick
the horse at random when speaking of the nuance of His creation. There is a
purpose in it, as there is a purpose in all God says and does, even if we fail
to see it or glean the underlying lesson in what He is attempting to convey.
Even someone as
admittedly ignorant as myself when it comes to horses in general knows enough
to know that, unlike the stork or the ostrich, there are countless variations
and breeds of horses. You’ve got Arabians, Appaloosas, Clydesdales, Mustangs,
Andalusians, Holsteiners, Palfreys, thoroughbreds, Coursers, and destriers,
just to name a few, each with its specific temperament and size.
In the olden days,
a good war horse could mean the difference between life and death, victory or
defeat, because if the horse is skittish, reticent, or unwilling to go where its
rider is guiding it, it will end up either running away from the battle or in
the midst of a mêlée the rider never intended to be in.
God drills down
and focuses on what one might readily call a warhorse. He focuses on the
warhorse’s attributes, different from other breeds and types, attempting to
highlight the finite, granular detail in the difference between them and other
breeds like Shetland ponies or miniature horses.
I have a friend
who, for some unexplained reason, decided having a miniature pony was a good
decision. I’ve never seen a more skittish animal in my life. It would jump at
its own shadow, and if ever a squirrel decided to square up to him, he would run
into the barn as if his tail was on fire. Had someone decided to ride the tiny
trotter into battle, they would have been laughed off the battlefield, because
the first lesson we must learn from this discourse into what makes for a good
warhorse is to pick the right tool for the job, whether that’s a screwdriver, a
socket wrench, a saw, a hammer, or the right type of horse.
It doesn’t matter
how expensive your socket wrench set was if what you need at that moment is to
hammer in a nail. Likewise, a miniature pony might be fun to look at and let the
neighbor kids ride once in a while, but it wasn’t bred for war, no matter how
fearsome you try to make it look.
The second lesson
that, for some, is hard learned is that more often than not, we learn to
appreciate the true value of something only once it's gone and no longer within
reach. In his famous last words, Richard III cried aloud, “A horse, a horse, my
kingdom for a horse!” only after he’d been knocked off his destrier was he forced
to fight on foot.
Just because you’ve
had the freedom to worship, fellowship, gather, and openly declare your faith
for as long as you can remember doesn’t guarantee it will always be this way.
Just because you could get a free Bible upon request from most churches, and in
a pinch request one from the Gideons, it doesn’t guarantee it will always be as
readily accessible. Value the things you take for granted before they are gone,
and redeem the time you have in availing yourself of them with the enthusiasm
that comes with knowing what they are truly worth.
The warriors of old
had an unbreakable bond with their mounts because they understood their value.
They cared for their horses, made sure they were well shod, well fed, well
groomed, and cared for, because they understood that at some point they would
need to depend on their mounts to press on when others would not, mock at fear,
and not turn back from the sword.
History tells us
that men of unequaled bravery whose lives were spent in war and on the
battlefield wept openly when their horses were felled, because to them their
warhorse was more than an animal used in service of a purpose, but a companion
and friend.
That a warhorse
gallops into the clash of arms, that he does not come to a halt because the
trumpet has sounded, or that he is not frightened nor turns back from the sword
is not a happy accident. There are no such things as happy accidents. God makes
it clear that this fierceness and fearlessness were ingrained in their nature
from creation, and like all things, it was done purposefully and for a purpose.
Again, the question begs to be asked and answered: if God took such painstaking details into account when it comes to the horse, what makes you think for one second He doesn’t have your situation well in hand? If He meticulously designed and crafted a horse for battle, making it different in temperament and disposition from the placid, timid horses that just want a carrot, what makes you think He is less engaged or aware of your need or pain?
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 39:13-18, “The wings of the ostrich wave proudly, but are her wings and pinions like the kindly stork’s? For she leaves her eggs on the ground, and warms them in the dust; she forgets that a foot may crush them, or that a wild beast may break them. She treats her young harshly, as though they were not hers; her labor is in vain, without concern, because God deprived her of wisdom, and did not endow her with understanding. When she lifts herself on high, she scorns the horse and its rider.”
If you ever run
across a Swiss timepiece, an Italian suit, or a German car, your rightful
expectation is that they are impeccably crafted, made of the best materials,
and as such highly sought after and coveted. When you drill down even further,
you have the premier specialists in a general field that are sought after even
more, especially when it comes to art, whether watercolor, oil paints,
acrylics, or everything in between.
One’s reaction is
different if they chance upon a long-lost Picasso than if they discovered a
Roberto original, even though they were of the same generation, applied
themselves, and put brush to canvas. Who’s Roberto? Exactly! No clue. I’m sure
there was a guy named Roberto in the 1900s who tried just as hard as Pablo
Picasso to create masterpieces on canvas, but while one succeeded, the other is
long forgotten, with little to no value placed on his creations.
Who the artist is
matters more than anything. There have been hand-etched pencil drawings on
napkins that fetched more than all of the imaginary Roberto’s works put
together, just because a specific artist signed them.
Everything we
behold with our eyes and can touch with our fingers, whether the grass, the
trees, or the ostrich, was created by the Master Craftsman, the Master Artist,
and His signature is on it all, including mankind.
Granted, I
wouldn’t go around trying to pet an ostrich; they tend to spit at people, but countless
other animals lend themselves to being petted, if you are so inclined.
It’s not subtle.
It’s not vague. God did not hide His fingerprints, nor was He working from the
shadows. There is no uncertainty as to who created all that exists, because the
Word makes it clear that it was God. Even the little things we can’t notice,
the things that are not readily perceived, like the difference between how an
ostrich and a stork flap their wings, were meticulously taken into account.
What we have in
this monologue, which spans two chapters in the book of Job, is nothing less
than the Artist explaining His work, His intention behind it, and the subtle
brushstrokes that would have gone unnoticed by a cursory or superficial glance.
We can either take God at His word and see creation through His eyes, as He
explains it, or take the word of self-appointed critics who had no hand in
creating the masterpiece that is the world that surrounds us, as they try to
blunder their way through attempting to convince us that it was all
serendipity, a happy accident that brought everything together and knitted it
perfectly.
If you’ve ever
seen a critic try to explain a work of art, then later chance upon an interview
with the artist explaining his motivation and what his art means, you’ve likely
concluded that critics are full of hot air, unanimously self-important and
self-aggrandizing, and most often less intelligent than they think themselves to
be.
While the critic
can go on for an hour explaining how the painting of a man sitting in a rowboat
adrift on a lake has profound undercurrents of desperation, and speaks to the
soul’s endless search for meaning, when asked what the piece means to him, the
artist will likely say that he was walking by a lake one day, saw a man sitting
in a boat, and thought it would make for a good painting.
Perhaps there is
no deeper meaning as to why the ostrich and the stork flap their wings differently
than that God spoke them both into existence, and saw that it was good.
Yes, there are
mysteries; there are things worthy of contemplation and deep reflection, but
not all things are mysteries. Why we tend to focus on the non-essentials and
take the words of men regarding God over God’s words regarding Himself as
viable and true is one of those issues that warrants consideration and
contemplation.
God doesn’t
stutter, nor does He attempt to shroud ignorance in a multitude of words. He is
clear, direct, and has made His will known in His Word. No man living or dead
can honestly say they don’t know what God wants of them after they’ve read His Word.
They cannot plead ignorance or cast the blame at God’s feet for not being clear
and forthright enough about His expectations of those who are His.
Micah 6:8, “He
has shown you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but
to do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?”
Ephesians
4:20-24, “But you have not so learned Christ, if indeed you have heard Him and
have been taught by Him, as the truth is in Jesus: that you put off, concerning
your former conduct, the old man which grows corrupt according to the deceitful
lusts, and be renewed in the spirit of your mind, that you put on the new man
which was created according to God, in true righteousness and holiness.”
Romans 12:1-2, “I
beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your
bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable
service. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the
renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and
perfect will of God.”
That’s all well and
good, but Aunt Midge insists I have to burn incense, stand on one foot, and
repeat a secret prayer only she is privy to in order to be pleasing in the
sight of the Lord. It seems as though God made the way straight and clear, but
what if that is a red herring to deceive those unwilling to listen to Aunt Midge?
Stop overcomplicating your walk because someone insists you should. Worship God in spirit and in truth, put off the old man, present your body a living sacrifice, and know what it is to be transformed by the renewing of your mind, walking humbly with your God, and feeling His presence in your life. He has shown you, O man, what is good; you just have to be willing to see it and follow through with action.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 39:5-12, “Who set the wild donkey free? Who loosed the bonds of the onager, whose home I have made in the wilderness, and the barren land his dwelling? He scorns the tumult of the city; he does not heed the shouts of the driver. The range of the mountains is his pasture, and he searches after every green thing. Will the wild ox be willing to serve you? Will he bed by your manger? Can you bind the wild ox in the furrow with ropes? Or will he plow the valleys behind you? Will you trust him because his strength is great? Or will you leave your labor to him? Will you trust him to bring home your grain, and gather it to your threshing floor?”
There is one God.
There is one King on the throne, and all the rest are pretenders to it. Men
might aspire to the title of little gods, but once we get a glimpse into what
God can do, what He has done, who He is, the detail that went into the creation
of something as insignificant as the wild donkey, or the wild ox, we soon
realize that though they might claim to be deities, they fall short of the
definition, and vastly so.
Even so,
self-delusion is a powerful aphrodisiac, and there have been those throughout
history who insisted that they could readily replace the God of the universe,
and in their hubris insisted they could do a better job of it. When pressed on
the issue and asked what they would have done differently, it’s always some
vague, opaque thing about healing the world, or making men live in brotherhood,
not understanding the underlying implications of either.
As far as the
world goes, God created a perfect world, harmonious and wondrous. It’s not God
who systematically went on a rampage to destroy His wondrous creation; it was
man. It’s akin to my wife baking a cake, perfect in every way, then having one
of the neighbor kids come by and crush it into an oddly shaped amalgam of
frosting, unrecognizable in its current form from what it was intended to be,
then blaming my wife for making such an unappetizing dessert. What she made was
glorious, and she is not to blame for its destruction because it wasn’t her
hands that crushed it and mangled it, but the hands of another.
As far as the
brotherhood of man is concerned, if free will does not exist, then all we would
end up being are automatons, robots in flesh suits going about doing the
bidding of another without agency or choice. Compulsion isn’t love. Love is not
compulsory. We choose to love. We choose to submit. We choose to worship. We
choose to honor. We choose to obey. God’s desire is that we choose Him and
reciprocate the love He has shown, rather than force us into fealty like some
medieval overlord who sacked a neighboring village and now rules over the
peasants with an iron fist.
Yes, God reveals
Himself; God entreats; God beckons; God calls, but we must heed the call,
answer His entreaties, and choose to humble ourselves at the foot of the cross
and follow after Him.
When Joshua stood
before the people and declared, “Choose for yourselves this day whom you will
serve”, it means they had a choice! As for him and his house, the choice had
already been made. They would serve the Lord in sincerity and truth.
You can’t serve
two masters; you must choose one. The choice is yours, as are the consequences.
I can’t drag you into heaven; I can’t browbeat you into serving God in
sincerity and truth; I can’t force you to take your walk seriously and
circumspectly, putting away the things you know are hindering your spiritual
growth. All I can do is tell you what the Book says, and reaffirm the truth
that there are no exemptions or carveouts for anyone. I’m not special, and neither
are you. What God demands of the least He demands of the greatest.
Whosoever means
whosoever. God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that
whosoever believes in Him would not perish but have everlasting life. Belief
isn’t something that can be projected onto another, nor is it something that
can be forced upon someone. It is inherent and inborn to the individual and
something they must come to discover and acquire.
You can tell me
you were teleported to heaven and played hopscotch with the Almighty until
you’re blue in the face; you may even believe it, but I don’t. See how that
works? I believe that Jesus is the only begotten Son of God, the only means by
which man might be reconciled to the Father, that He lived, died, and rose
again and ascended into heaven, not because someone told me I should believe
it, but because to the deepest recesses of my soul, to the marrow of my bones,
I do.
The reality of
Jesus must be experienced on a personal and intimate level. It can’t be a
second- or third-hand retelling of how another was saved and born again, but
something you must experience for yourself. What good does it do a blind man if
someone tells them they’ve seen a Monet in person? They have no frame of
reference; they don’t know what a Monet is, and the most vivid description of
one won’t come close to the reality of seeing it.
I once was blind,
but now I see. I once was lost, but now am found. I once had no hope, but now
He is my hope. I once had no purpose, but now He is my purpose. All these are
true, but fall short of describing what it is to be born again, to be transformed,
to be made new, and to be reconciled to God.
Another aspect
that stood out in God’s description of His attributes is that none of them have
anything to do with destruction or chaos. Every one is about order, creation, and
the painstaking detail that went into speaking the world we take for granted
into being. There is a reason Jesus said He is the light of the world, and not
the darkness thereof.
John 8:12, “Then Jesus spoke to them again, saying, ‘I am the light of the world. He who follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but have the light of life.’”
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 39:1-4, “Do you know the time when the wild mountain goats bear young? Or can you mark when the deer gives birth? Can you number the months that they fulfill? Or do you know the time when they bear young? They bow down, they bring forth their young, they deliver their offspring. Their young ones are healthy, they grow strong with grain; they depart and do not return to them.”
We tend not to
notice when everything is going right. We turn on the faucet, and there’s
running water; we flip a switch, and the lights come on; we turn a key, and the
car starts; and for the most part it occurs so regularly that we take it for
granted. Then something goes awry, and instead of running water there’s a
gurgling sound, like the rumbling of one’s stomach too long without food,
instead of light, darkness remains even though we’ve flicked the switch on and
off three or four times to make sure, and instead of the rumbling of an engine,
there’s the dreaded chirp or chime informing us we’re not going anywhere for
the foreseeable future.
Man downplays the
complexity of God’s creation because it is so finely tuned, a billion, billion
moving pieces all working in perfect synchronicity, that there’s never a
glitch, there’s never something that goes awry, and we come to assume that it’s
no great feat.
God picks a
couple of His creations at random and compels Job to ponder all the detail that
went into something as common as when the mountain goats bear their young, or
when the deer gives birth. To us, absent pondering on the subject for longer than
it takes to read the verse, it may seem like no great thing, yet when you drill
down and realize there is a specified and distinct timetable for when these
things must occur if the offspring have a chance at survival, that one month
earlier or later would mean the eradication of the entire species, the vast web
of necessary events to occur at specific times, is something our frail minds
can’t readily grasp.
Some years ago I
saw an art display where someone had built a miniature scale of the Vatican out
of toothpicks. All told, it was about six feet wide, four feet deep, and a good
five feet in height. The tag on the front said it took over 800 hours to build,
and included some horrendous amount of toothpicks, well into the tens of
thousands. One could either roll their eyes, shrug their shoulders, and move
on, or take a breath to contemplate the dedication, the attention to detail,
and the effort it took to put it all together.
Compared to God’s
creation, that art exhibit is akin to stacking three building blocks atop each
other. Not at all impressive, or worthy of mention, because what it takes to keep
various organisms, animals, birds of the air, fish of the sea, plant life,
trees, ecosystems, and all the other countless things going, viable, and alive,
is unfathomable.
Just because God
makes it look easy, it doesn’t mean that it is.
If you happen to
have children, you know that consistency is key. It has become my wife’s de
facto motto, and she keeps to the rigid schedule of a specific bedtime, among
other things. Although you can’t make children sleep longer than they need,
even if they wake up, they can’t get out of bed until seven, no matter how much
they might want to. By the time they come downstairs, breakfast is started, if
not ready, and their list of chores is already up on the fridge, held in place
by a happy face magnet.
Sure, there’s
grumbling from time to time; they are kids after all, and being the sassier of
the two, the young one rolls her eyes and whispers some variation of I wonder
if prison is this bad to her sister when they see that they have to fold
clothes, vacuum, do dishes, or whatever else is on the list for that day. Even
so, they do what they’re supposed to, and once the chores get done, then they
have free time, which usually consists of playing their instruments, drawing,
painting, or making copious amounts of bracelets for no one in particular.
Then the day came
that Mom had to go away on business for a couple of days, and Dad was left in
charge. I’ll be the first to admit that I’m not as strict as my wife. Perhaps
it’s because I’m a girl dad, or because the puppy eyes still have an effect on
me, but I tend to let things slide a bit more than my wife ever would, and
wouldn’t you know it, the girls caught on to that particular weakness since
they were in diapers.
The first night
my wife was away, they asked if they could stay up late to read, and since I
saw no harm in it, I said yes. Since they’d gotten to bed a couple of hours
past their bedtime, they woke up a couple of hours later than they normally
would have, fully expecting to have a hot and ready breakfast waiting for them.
They were both hungry, and after asking what was for breakfast, I offered them
buttered toast and warm milk.
“But mom makes us
omelets and smoothies, pancakes and waffles in the morning,” the little one
chimed in, disappointed by my meager offering, to which I answered, “That’s why
you should appreciate mom more for everything she does for you, because all I’ve
got is toast and milk.”
We ended up
settling on hard-boiled eggs and sliced cheese, but the point remains valid:
there is a myriad of things we take for granted on any given day, from our
health to the roof over our heads, to the birds chirping in the trees and the
sun shining on our faces. The unregenerate, those without knowledge or
understanding of God, assume all these things are naturally occurring, something
they’re entitled to, without sparing a thought to the reality that there is an
unseen hand keeping it all together, making it work, and maintaining it. As
those who are His, who belong to Him, who know Him as Lord, King, Master, and
Father, His praise should be on our lips every day, grateful and thankful for
all that He is and all that He does.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 38:31-41, “Can you bind the cluster of the Pleiades, or loose the belt of Orion? Can you bring out Mazzaroth in its season? Or can you guide the Great Bear with its cubs? Do you know the ordinances of the heavens? Can you set their dominion over the earth? Can you lift up your voice to the clouds, that an abundance of water may cover you? Can you send out lightnings, that they may go, and say to you, ‘Here we are!’? Who has put wisdom in the mind? Or who has given understanding to the heart? Who can number the clouds by wisdom? Or who can pour out the bottles of heaven, when the dust hardens in clumps, and the clods cling together? Can you hunt the prey for the lion, or satisfy the appetite of the young lions, when they crouch in their dens, or lurk in their lairs to lie in wait? Who provides food for the raven, when its young ones cry to God, and wander about for lack of food?”
Given that you
live in 2026 with access to vast quantities of information at your fingertips,
you may not be as amazed and astounded at the mention of the Pleiades cluster, Orion’s
belt, Ursa Major, also known as the Great Bear, Ursa Minor, or the Little Bear,
or as God called it the Great Bear’s cubs. However, when taking into account
that these words were spoken before we had telescopes, planetariums, or
branches of science dedicated to the study of the cosmos, even before the time
of Moses and the patriarchs, and these named constellations are still referred
to today by the same name, you’ll soon realize how mind-boggling the mention of
these constellations is.
God even speaks
of things that science has confirmed, but that went by another name altogether,
such as bringing Mazzaroth out in its season. Literally translated, Mazzaroth
means a garland of crowns, and it has been proffered that bringing Mazzaroth
out in its season refers to the twelve constellations of the Zodiac, a theory
supported by the first chapter of Genesis wherein God said, “let there be
lights in the firmament of the heavens to divide the day from the night, and
let them be for signs and seasons and for days and years.”
God was not vague
about what He spoke into being, nor had He forgotten any of the intricate
details that went into His creation, whether referring to the cosmos or closer
to home, at least as mankind is concerned. He begins with a panoramic view of
the stars and constellations, zooms in to the ordinances of the heavens and
earth itself, then zooms in even further to man himself, asking who has put
wisdom in the mind, or given understanding to the heart? All these things God
has done, and it is indisputable.
When David asked,
“What is man that You are mindful of him, and the son of man that You visit him?”,
it was within the context and with the full awareness of all that God had created,
who He is, and how far His power extends.
God doesn’t have
blind spots. He has not forgotten about you, just as He had not forgotten about
Job. He has every detail well in hand, and He multi-tasks like none other. He
wasn’t trying to belittle Job, or insist he was ignorant of all that He had
done, for Job had known God for long enough to understand the power, majesty,
and all-encompassing sovereignty He possesses.
You are not less
precious than the lions who hunt for prey, or the cubs who seek to satisfy
their appetite, but exponentially more so, because it was not for the lion or
the ravens that God sent His only begotten Son, but for you and I.
If He is aware of
and provides for the birds of the air or the beasts of the field, does He not
have you well in hand? Is He not aware of your prayers, of your supplications?
God knows your hurt, He knows your pain, He knows your joy, your sorrow, your
loss, and everything else in between. He knows the betrayal you’ve suffered at
the hands of those you once considered friends, as well as the comfort you
received from those you once thought indifferent to your plight. He knows all
things, and for all things there is a well-defined purpose. You may not see it,
I may not see it, but we nevertheless trust that God does, and He will lead us
to green pastures.
It’s never easy being
in the thick of it. Anyone who says testing isn’t arduous, draining, and
exhaustive has never truly been tested. Even so, once the season of testing
passes, once we hear the voice of God anew, and He confirms what we’ve always
known, that He’s been there all along, not afar off, or indifferent, but
engaged and present, we conclude as Paul once did that the suffering of this
present time is not worthy to be compared with the glory that is revealed in
us.
The contemporary church
has been fed the lie that coming to Jesus means you’ll nevermore shed another
tear, feel pain, loss, or sadness for so long, that it’s convinced itself it’s
true. Even though Jesus Himself said that we should count the cost of following
after Him, understanding that it will include being hated for His name’s sake,
despised by the world, and treated with scorn, we have so ignored His words
that when it does occur, it surprises us and shocks us as though it was never
meant to be this way.
Our expectation of the way things ought to be must be in harmony with what the Word of God says we should expect so that we are not shaken, disheartened, or discombobulated. In the world you will have tribulation. It’s a certainty, and Jesus presented it as such, but He did go on to say something that those possessing wisdom and understanding have clung to throughout the centuries: But be of good cheer, I have overcome the world!
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 38:19-30, “Where is the way of the dwelling light? And darkness, where is its place, that you may take it to its territory, that you may know the paths to its home? Do you know it, because you were born then, or because the number of your days is great? Have you entered the treasury of snow, or have you seen the treasury of hail, which I have reserved for the time of trouble, for the day of battle and war? By what way is light diffused, or the east wind scattered over the earth? Who has divided a channel for the overflowing water, or a path for the thunderbolt, to cause it to rain on a land where there is no one, a wilderness in which there is no man; to testify the desolate waste, and cause to spring for the growth of tender grass? Has the rain a father? Or who has begotten the drops of dew? From whose womb comes the ice? And the frost of heaven, who gives it birth? The waters harden like stone, and the surface of the deep is frozen.”
There are
individuals roaming about today who believe they are perfectly within their
rights to argue, question, disagree, debate with, and go toe-to-toe with God on
a variety of topics He has already made clear where He stands in His word. I
have come to believe that such individuals do not fully understand who they are
dealing with, whom they are attempting to debate and disagree with, for if they
did, if they understood that they’re trying to get smart with the One who
divided a channel for the overflowing waters and a path for the thunderbolt,
they would be more reticent to do so.
The angels, the
elders, the living creatures all bow down, fall on their faces, cry out holy,
holy, holy, but man regularly decides to square up to God and insist that He
change for their sake rather than they for His sake, because it would be easier
for them in the long run. Anyone who chooses the way of rebellion isn’t fooling
anyone but themselves, especially not God, who refuses to deal with you as with
a toddler, because you aren’t one.
False shepherds
have infantilized the sheep to the point that they remain in a perpetual state
of spiritual lethargy, because one who is barely alive, barely animated, is far
easier to control and manipulate than one who stands in the fullness of the
power of the Holy Spirit, fully armored and ready for battle.
What’s worse is
that some get resentful when another’s zeal exposes their own apathy. Rather
than encourage the sheep to press in, seek out, grow, and mature, they grow
combative and begin a campaign of undermining them and ever so slowly shun them
as though they were the problem.
If you’ve found a
church with a shepherd that insists it is your duty and obligation to study the
Word, to spend time in prayer, to build up your most holy faith, to press in,
and desire more of God with each passing day, be thankful. No, he’s not giving
you homework to add something new to your already burgeoning workload; he is
genuinely interested in your spiritual well-being.
But isn’t he paid
to feed me? No, he’s not. His duty is to rightly divide the Word and present it
to you. It’s your job to feed yourself. It’s your obligation to take the truth
of God’s Word and allow it to nourish you, take root in your heart, and
transform you.
If an adult
enjoys the act of spoon-feeding another adult, it’s not because they’re being
gracious and charitable; it’s because they like the implied control that being
in charge of what another consumes, and how much of it they consume, brings
them. There are no gatekeepers to the Word of God. At any time during any given
day, you can pick up your Bible, sit down somewhere quiet, and begin to consume
it for yourself.
Yes, there is a
place for pastors, teachers, evangelists, and preachers, but their duty isn’t
to baby you into the kingdom; it’s to provide the necessary tools to make you a
warrior for the kingdom.
The more God reveals
His attributes to Job, the more in awe of Him we should be. Whether His
omnipotence, sovereignty, or power, upon reading the things God says about
Himself, we cannot remain indifferent or unchanged.
God is not a one-hit
wonder. He didn’t chance upon a hum-worthy tune in the 90s and has since been
living off the royalties. Man may be the crowning jewel of God’s creation, the
only created being to be made in His image and after His likeness, but the rest
of creation is no less than staggering in both size and scope once we begin to
line item all the things He references.
God speaks of
things only He would know, such as the treasury of snow and hail, which to
someone living in the desert would have been as mysterious and unfathomable as
autonomous self-driving vehicles to someone living in the 16oos.
Given the region
Job lived in, it is unlikely he’d ever seen snow for himself. You don’t get a lot
of blizzards in the desert. Sandstorms? Sure, there are plenty of those, but as
far as snow is concerned, that would have been as impossible to fathom for Job as
rain had been to Noah.
Sometimes God
says things the mind of man cannot perceive or understand. That does not make
it any less true, real, or viable. Just because I’ve never seen something or grasped
how it could possibly function does not invalidate it or mean that it cannot
exist.
Through it all,
Job never attempted to interrupt. He never raised his hand and asked what snow
was, or what the springs of the seas were, or how the water can harden like
stone and the surface of the deep freeze. He sat and listened, in awe of the
God he served, relieved and refreshed that He was speaking to him once more.
Yes, God is a
good Father, but that’s not all He is. If we reduce Him down to that one
attribute, great and noble as that one thing might be, we will never see Him in
all His majesty and grandeur. There is thought and intent put into the smallest
detail, including a path for the thunderbolt. Yes, to you and me it may seem
random, but God says it isn’t. Even something as commonplace as a thunderbolt
has a predetermined path, one that God took into account and willed for His own
purpose. That is the God we serve. If you are in awe of Him, it is a
well-deserved awe.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 38:12-18, “Have you commanded the morning since your days began, and caused the dawn to know its place, that it might take hold of the ends of the earth, and the wicked be shaken out of it? It takes on form like clay under a seal, and stands out like a garment. From the wicked their light is withheld, and the upraised arm is broken. Have you entered the springs of the sea? Or have you walked in search of the depths? Have the gates of death been revealed to you? Or have you seen the doors of the shadow of death? Have you comprehended the breadth of the earth? Tell Me, if you know all this.”
Had there been
any pride left in Job, had his ego still had a say in the decision-making
process or sway over his actions, with every question God posed, they would
have shrunk a little more. Some men think highly of themselves. Whether
deservedly or otherwise, the arrogance on display in certain situations is
jarring, and you can quickly surmise that how they view themselves and what
they believe their influence to be far exceeds the reality of their station.
If your
self-worth derives from having the biggest house in Louisiana, so much so that
you have to boast about it on national television while grinning that Cheshire
cat grin, you may be great in your own eyes, but a minnow in a shark tank when
it comes to wielding true power beyond your regional ecosystem.
God wasn’t
boasting as He asked Job His series of questions. He wasn’t trying to impress
Job or his friends because there was no need or purpose in doing so. He wasn’t
even trying to establish dominance, because that went without saying. He was
stating facts in the form of questions, not to prove Himself, but rather to
reveal Himself in the fullness of who He is.
If you go to a
specialist and he introduces himself as a cardio thoracic surgeon, he isn’t
boasting; he is informing you of why he is qualified to crack your chest open
and fiddle around with your beating heart. Your response shouldn’t be, “Good
for you, I bet your mom’s really proud,” because it was not his intention to
impress you or make you feel inferior, but to make you understand that he had
the knowledge, qualifications, and ability to perform a complicated procedure
that you may require. Unless one is wholly unaware of the specialties in the
medical field, one would likely be less at ease if the man had introduced
himself as a proctologist and then gone on to explain what open-heart surgery
entails.
This is who I am:
I commanded the morning since days began, and caused the dawn to know its place
that it may take hold of the ends of the earth. I have entered the springs of
the sea and walked in search of the depths. I have seen the doors of the shadow
of death, and comprehended the breadth of the earth. These are just some of My
qualifications, not exhaustive or complete by any means, but we’re just getting
started.
The only word in
the English lexicon that comes close to describing God in all His wonder is
majesty, and even that seems paltry and insufficient when considering this
chapter in the book of Job.
Perhaps the only
chapter in the entirety of the Bible that surpasses Job in describing the sheer
awe, majesty, and grandeur of the God we serve is the fourth chapter of Revelation.
While in Job we see God detailing His attributes, in Revelation we bear witness
to how John saw and perceived the throne room of heaven, as well as He who sat
upon the throne, and it is no less than humbling.
How can we not fall
on our faces before such a One? How can we not be humbled into the dust as we
read of the twenty-four elders falling down before Him, worshipping Him who
lives forever and ever, and casting their crowns before the throne?
Whenever anyone
tries to project an image of God as some lowly, lonely, grandfatherly type
endlessly toying with His beard, having nothing to do but whittle away the
hours, so desperate for a little company that He randomly teleports people to
heaven just to have someone to talk to, reacquaint yourself with the fourth
chapter of Revelation and see how utterly absurd those claims are in comparison
to the reality taking place in heaven.
God isn’t lonely;
He isn’t isolated; He isn’t desperate for company of any kind because He is
tired of hearing the echo of His footsteps in the empty halls of heaven. Contrary
to some modern-day teaching, God didn’t send Jesus because He grew bored with
the four living creatures of the twenty-four elders who cry, “You are worthy, O
Lord, to receive glory and honor and power,” but because He loved His creation
and wanted to see it reconciled to Him. It is love that guided God’s decision,
not loneliness.
God wasn’t trying
to make Job feel small, just like someone who tells you they can bench four
plates on each side isn’t trying to make you feel small for barely pushing the
bar off the rack. God is who He is and will not diminish His attributes, power,
or authority because declaring who He is would make someone feel inferior. You
will never be God, and neither will I. This is a well-established truth that
some have tried to circumvent, and in their quest to elevate themselves, given
that they cannot ascend or attain godhood, they make it their life’s mission to
diminish, minimize, and shrink the attributes and sovereignty of God.
If I stand before
one of the pyramids at Giza, shrug my shoulders, and insist I’m not at all
impressed by either their size or structure, it does not diminish the pyramid
itself in any way. The problem lies with me for not acknowledging its
ingenuity, size, or scope. The same goes for God. Just because some men insist
He is less than what He is, it does not diminish Him in any form or fashion.
He commands the
morning, and causes the dawn to know its place. He spoke every living thing into
existence by the power of His word. All things exist and were created by His
will, but sure, Aunt Mildred, you sat on His throne and even beat Him at a game
of rock, paper, scissors. Perhaps He was distracted in the moment, for surely
the God who knows the end from the beginning would have seen you would play
rock to His scissors.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 38:4-11, “Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth? Tell Me, if you have understanding. Who determined its measurements? Surely you know! Or who stretched the line upon it? To what were its foundations fastened? Or who laid its cornerstone, when the morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God shouted for joy? Or who shut the sea with doors, when it burst forth and issued from the womb; when I made the clouds its garment, and thick darkness its swaddling band; when I fixed My limit for it, and set bars and doors; when I said, ‘This far you may come, but no farther, and here your proud waves must stop!’”
It takes an
almost limitless amount of intellectual dishonesty, coupled with a dangerously
myopic view of everything that surrounds us, to conclude that everything was a
happy accident, serendipity at its finest, working in perfect synchronicity and
interdependence by happenstance or luck.
Sometimes we need
to be reminded just how complex the world that surrounds us is, all the wonders
it holds, and all the finite little things that have to work together
perfectly, with no slippage or deterioration, for us to continue to exist.
We’ve become used to all that surrounds us to the point that we take it for
granted, refusing to acknowledge the One that put it all together and keeps it
from falling apart, spinning out of control, or getting too close to the sun to
the point that we all become crispy critters.
It’s like getting
on an airplane and never considering the man-hours that went into making all
the parts, putting them together, and making sure that the engines don’t give
out halfway over the Atlantic. That’s all fine and dandy, but where are my
complimentary bag of peanuts and my free can of soda?
It’s
mind-boggling to consider that God, our Father, and the One who created all
that our senses perceive as reality, couldn’t have an off day, couldn’t get it
almost right, but had to get it perfect, one hundred percent of the time,
without fail, just so we could enjoy a sunrise without having our retina burned
away, or to be able to inhale and exhale without passing out, or looking like a
fish out of water gasping for breath when none is to be had.
A few years back,
there was a former president who went viral for saying that no matter how
successful your business, no matter how much sweat equity you put into it, no
matter how much you sacrificed, or how many sleepless nights you had to endure,
in the end, you didn’t build that! Those who sit on the sidelines and watch the
world go by agreed wholeheartedly, cheering him on for putting the boss men in
their place, but those who, by sheer tenacity and work ethic, built something
out of nothing were taken aback and voiced their objections to the blanket
statement that they hadn’t done a thing, they hadn’t built anything, and
somehow it came together for them as if by magic.
Men can say God
didn’t build that until they’re blue in the face, but as long as God declares
that He did, from the very foundations of the earth, then the claims of men are
just that, the rantings of bitter souls unwilling to humble themselves and
acknowledge His mighty works.
God begins to ask
Job a series of questions that are rhetorical in nature. By that I mean God already
knows the answers to the questions He is asking, but just so there’s no
misunderstanding as to who built it, who laid earth’s cornerstone, or who shut
the sea with doors when it burst forth and issued from the womb, God proffers a
multitude of questions which are individually worthy of contemplation if one is
ever inclined to get a glimpse of the vastness of the majesty and omnipotence
of the God we serve.
Psalm 19:1-2,
“The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows His handiwork.
Day unto day utters speech, and night unto night reveals knowledge.”
Men refuse to
acknowledge God not because His handiwork is difficult to perceive, but because
in their wicked hearts they resent Him for who He is, and harbor the desire to
be as little gods in their own right. If God exists, if the heavens declare His
glory and the firmament shows His handiwork, then they can never claim godhood
for themselves, and that’s something their hubris cannot allow.
No matter how
altruistic some of these men might sound, in the end it’s all about defiance
and rebellion. We can do a better job than the One who laid the foundations of
the earth. We know better. So send some rockets into space to cover the
atmosphere in dust, cut down all the forests, seed some clouds, attempt to do
what only God can, and that way we can pretend to be gods ourselves. Once we
become gods, then we answer to no one but ourselves, and do as we will without
the nagging reminder that one day we too will stand before the judgment throne.
Men can pretend
God doesn’t exist, but they are not doing so because they believe it to be so.
They do it as a coping mechanism to drown out their conscience, and that
ever-present reality that one day lived is one day closer to the grave, no
matter how much they would want it to be otherwise.
The need to
dismiss the reality of God is so great that they have to contrive existential
crises which they can later claim to have a fix for so they can validate their
hubris.
The oceans are
rising; the oceans are rising! That’s the claim we’ve been hearing for thirty
years now, and those who do not believe that God said, this far you may come,
but no farther, and here you proud waves must stop, fell for it to the point of
selling their beachfront homes and moving inland.
If the oceans do rise, it is by His will, and there is nothing man can do to stop it. If the oceans recede, it is likewise by His will, and once again, there is nothing man can do to stop it. God is in control and has been since before He laid the foundations of the earth.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 38:1-3, “Then the Lord answered Job out of the whirlwind, and said: ‘Who is this who darkens counsel by words without knowledge? Now prepare yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer Me.”
You’ve
undoubtedly said too much when God has to step in. There is a great divide between
how Elihu saw himself and the words he spoke, and how God perceived them. While
Elihu unashamedly declared that his lips uttered pure knowledge, God’s
assessment was that the darkened counsel was by words without knowledge. Wise
in his own eyes he might have been, but that didn’t make it true.
As someone who’s
already seen a movie you’re watching, and they can’t help themselves, would
say, we’re getting to the good part. Job had suffered the disrespect of his
wife and his three friends, had been accused of wickedness he never committed,
but Elihu’s bloviating seemed to be the straw that broke the camel’s back, and
God stepped in.
Who is this who
darkens counsel by words without knowledge? You may have a stronger
constitution than I, but if God ever said that about me, I would deflate
quicker than a popped balloon. Any haughtiness, pride, or high opinion of his
own wisdom Elihu might have had was stripped away in one sentence. This was not
a conciliatory question, nor was it formed in such a way that one would
conclude that Elihu was partially right. All of his machinations, his attempted
self-promotion, and his insistence that he knew better than Job flew out the
window the moment God spoke.
Some have posed
the question of why God would choose to speak to Job out of the whirlwind when
He spoke to Elijah in a still, small voice. Short answer, because God does as
He wills, speaks as He wills, and speaks when He wills.
As far as Elijah
is concerned, God did not speak to him in the howling winds that broke the
rocks in pieces, nor did He speak to him in the earthquake or the fire, but
chose to do so in a still, small voice. The big takeaway here is a lesson we
should all take to heart: do not assume God spoke until you know God spoke!
If Elijah did not
know the voice of God, he could have presumed that the strong wind that tore
into the mountains and broke the rocks into pieces was God trying to send him a
message, and would have spent the rest of his days trying to decipher what the
message was. Then the earthquake, then the fire, and had he not been still and
waited for the voice of the Lord, clear and undeniable, by the time the still
small voice spoke, he would have been a knot of confusion trying to interpret
something which had no deeper meaning than that it was wind, earthquake, and
fire.
When God speaks
to His servants, it is clear. When men look for the voice of God when He has
not spoken, everything from an oddly shaped cloud to a turkey crossing the road
holds a deeper meaning, and rather than wait patiently for God to speak, they
sprint down rabbit trails, creating an entire narrative around something that
had no deeper meaning or spiritual implications.
I saw a squirrel
in a tree; what does it mean, I wonder? That a squirrel was in a tree. That’s it.
There’s nothing mystical going on; there’s no deeper meaning. You just happened
to hear the rustling of leaves, looked up, and saw a squirrel.
We are
bondservants of Christ, warriors of the cross, sons and daughters of Almighty
God, not simpletons looking for the universe to send us a sign whether we
should risk eating the expired can of tuna in the pantry.
When God speaks,
you’ll know it whether He chooses to do so in a still small voice or out of the
whirlwind, as was the case with Job. The issue at hand is knowing His voice so
that when He speaks, you will know it's Him regardless of the manner in which
He chooses to do so.
There should be
no ambiguity as to whether God spoke or not, or whether or not it was Him. His
sheep know His voice, and His voice is unique. There’s a difference between
knowing you received a message from the Lord and hoping that you did, thinking that
you did, or presuming that you did. Worse still are those who grow impatient,
think God is taking too long in speaking, and presume to speak on His behalf,
insisting that they know His thoughts and their opinions are just as valid as
God’s own words. Not to belabor the point, but Elihu believed he knew the mind of
God as well, and look how that turned out.
Few things could
top the harsh rebuke of having God single you out and declare that you have darkened
counsel by words without knowledge. When God steps in, everything changes. Every
well-formulated narrative, every well-constructed theory, they all crumble
under the weight of truth. Not some arbitrary truth, not some subjective truth,
but the truth that comes from the mouth of God Himself.
After dealing with
Elihu in no more than one sentence, God turns His sights on Job and tells him to
prepare himself like a man because He has some questions for him, and not
answering them is not an option. You shall answer Me! That’s as declarative as
it gets, and Job had no option but to do as God commanded. If anything, hearing
the voice of God was an unspeakable relief to Job. It is what his heart yearned
for throughout the season of silence, and now, finally, God had spoken.
One thing that
cannot go unmentioned is that even when God was silent, Job was faithful. Even
when God seemed distant and far off, Job held tight to his integrity. Even when
all seemed lost, Job clung to the hope that his relationship with God had fostered,
to the point of remaining faithful when to human reason his faithfulness was
fruitless and pointless.
We’ve all had our dry seasons. We’ve all had those moments when God is silent, and things seem to be spiraling out of control, and that is when the faith that we’ve built up over the years sustains us and gives us the endurance necessary to weather the storm.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 37:14-24, “Listen to this, O Job; Stand still and consider the wondrous works of God. Do you know when God dispatches them, and causes the light of His cloud to shine? Do you know how the clouds are balanced, those wondrous works of Him who is perfect in knowledge? Why are your garments hot, when He quiets the earth by the south wind? With Him, have you spread out the skies, strong as a cast metal mirror? Teach us what we should say to Him, for we can prepare nothing because of the darkness. Should He be told that I wish to speak? If a man were to speak, surely he would be swallowed up. Even now men cannot look at the light when it is bright in the skies, when the wind has passed and cleared them. He comes from the north as golden splendor; with God is awesome majesty. As for the Almighty, we cannot find Him; He is excellent in power, in judgment and abundant justice; He does not oppress. Therefore men fear Him; He shows no partiality to any who are wise of heart.”
By the end of his
heated and impassioned oratory, one gets the sense that Elihu realized he’d gotten
ahead of his skis. He’d assumed, presumed, taken it upon himself to speak on
God’s behalf, insisted that pure knowledge flowed from his lips, then wondered
as if to himself, Should God be told that I wish to speak? Should I have gotten
permission to say what I said, rather than assuming I knew the mind of God and
the entirety of his plan for Job?
Even with that
small dose of self-awareness, however, Elihu can’t help himself. He couldn’t
stop himself from condescending to Job, insisting that Job teach them what they
should say to God. It was not an honest request or a sincere desire to know how
to approach God, but more akin to, well, if you’re so smart and so spiritual,
why don’t you teach us what we should say to the Almighty? If you have all the
answers, clue us in.
The problem is
that Job never claimed to have all the answers. He was distraught at God’s
silence and did not understand why he had been allowed to suffer the
misfortunes he’d suffered. Even so, he neither found fault with God nor did he
sin with his lips in his suffering. This was not something Job claimed; it is
something God said.
It is frightening
to see so many superimpose their opinions over God’s will, insisting that they
are one and the same. Oftentimes, the opinions differ wildly from what
Scripture declares to be the truth, but that doesn’t stop some from insisting
that they know better, or that they are on equal footing with the Almighty when
it comes to declaring what is pleasing in His sight and what He finds
abhorrent. Men might be allowed to ramble on for a season, but in the end, God
will have the last word. He will have His say, and He will judge with righteous
judgment.
It is true, God shows
no partiality to any who are wise of heart, for wisdom in and of itself is not
something that God weighs in the scales when declaring a man blameless and
upright. God sees the hearts of men, as they are, without artifice or pretense,
and it is the heart, its focus, desires, and yearnings that He judges. Has the heart
been transformed? Has it been regenerated? Has it been born again and set upon
the path of sanctification, or does it remain as it ever was, as the individual
in whom the heart beats boasts of his own righteousness?
Lest anyone think
I am judging Elihu harshly, go back to when he was first introduced, and see
the spirit in which he approached Job and his three friends. Within the span of
three verses, we are told no less than three times that the wrath of Elihu was
aroused against Job and his three friends, and it persisted throughout his
monologue.
Angry people say
dumb things. When one’s wrath is stirred, they don’t take the time to consider
what they’re saying or whether it's factual and true. The anger dulls their
senses, it unbridles the tongue, and they let fly, without a shred of humility,
meekness, or self-awareness. Elihu wasn’t powered by Red Bull or caffeine; he
was powered by wrath, and for five chapters he did everything he could to convince
Job of his guilt, even though Job knew himself to be innocent.
Notwithstanding
the oddity that Elihu appears on the scene, as if out of nowhere, spends a
considerable amount of time slinging mud, and just as readily disappears and is
mentioned no more, his presence was just another opportunity for the enemy to attempt
to whittle down Job’s resolve. The enemy isn’t picky about who he uses to achieve
his objectives. The ends are all that matter, and the means are a triviality as
far as he is concerned.
Some within the
leadership of the contemporary church have convinced themselves that God
operates in a similar fashion, and as long as the pews are full and the electric
bill gets paid, the way they conduct themselves is irrelevant. That in itself
is a snare, and one many a soul has fallen into, and we see the aftereffects, the
collateral damage, and the destruction such individuals leave in their wake.
The Biblical standard is there for a reason. What God requires of His own was
established for a purpose, and when men lose sight of this and justify their
rebellion by pointing to the size of their church or ministry, it’s only a
matter of time before they are exposed for all the world to see, and yet
another mark is suffered by the household of faith.
The difference
between knowing about God, His attributes, His might, or His perfect knowledge,
and knowing God personally and intimately, is that one who knows God obeys Him
in all things, while one who knows about God attempts to justify himself based
on his own understanding of who God is and what He requires. Elihu knew more than
most of his time about the attributes of God, but as far as knowing Him, he
admitted to his own ignorance.
Just because
someone is loud and brash doesn’t mean they’re right. Just because someone
speaks about God, it doesn’t mean they know Him. It’s in the good fruit one
produces that you can determine a good tree from a bad one. Everything else is
noise. A good tree that produces good fruit will defer to the One in whom it is
planted, knowing that the good fruit isn’t of their own making or design, but
by His alone. A bad tree that produces bad fruit will never give God the glory
rightly His, but attempt to elevate themselves, seeking the praise and honor of
men rather than to be well-pleasing in the sight of God.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
Job 37:6-13, “For he says to the snow, ‘Fall on the earth’; likewise to the gentle rain and the heavy rain of His strength. He seals the hand of every man, that all men may know His work. The beasts go into dens, and remain in their lairs. From the chamber of the south comes the whirlwind, and cold from the scattering winds of the north. By the breath of God ice is given, and the broad waters are frozen. Also with moisture He saturates the thick clouds; He scatters His bright clouds. And they swirl about, being turned by His guidance, that they may do whatever He commands them on the face of the whole earth. He causes it to come, whether for correction, or for His land, or for mercy.”
It’s not uncommon
for a man to be capable of speaking profound things while seemingly, within the
same breath, speaking profoundly untrue things. Every discourse, and everything
someone says, must stand on its own merits, individually, and not be influenced
by previous oration, always meticulously filtered through the prism of God’s
word to determine its veracity.
If one is
diligent in searching the Scripture to determine whether what they heard is true,
it will save them much heartache, confusion, and bitterness in the long run. It
doesn’t matter who the individual is; if what they are saying is contrary to
the Word of God, then they are not to be believed, and their message ought not
to be allowed to take root in your heart.
For those
possessing both time and patience, you can take the teachings of an individual who
is demonstrably contrary to what the Word teaches, and trace it back to when
they started going sideways and saying things that were no longer profound, but
profoundly anti-biblical, to the point that, given enough time, they begin to
teach abject heresy. Some of them did start out surefooted and rooted in the
Word, only to end up tailoring their sermons to suit the wants of the sheep rather
than the needs of the flock. Others didn’t even bother searching out the truth
but, from the jump, began teaching fanciful imaginings whose genesis was their
own bellies rather than any divine revelation or knowledge.
It’s those who
started out on the right path only to swerve off it who pose the greatest
danger to the household of faith, especially if those who are receiving and
absorbing their teaching are not diligent in studying Scripture for themselves
and in making certain that the two are in harmony.
Yes, men can
stray from the truth of the gospel, and they do so more often than we would
like to admit. If my baseline for whether I believe them is a sermon I heard
ten years ago that was grounded in truth, rather than what they are currently
teaching compared to the Word of God, it is more likely that I will swallow the
bitter poison rather than reject it wholesale.
Elihu wasn’t entirely
wrong in what he said. It would have been too obvious had this been the case.
There are sparks of insight and glimmers of wisdom in his oratory, but for
every true thing he says about God, he injects his own opinions and judgments
about Job, using the nuggets of truth as a means of justifying them.
The duty of a
servant is to rightly divide the Word and preach the gospel, not to use the
gospel as a foil to support his far-flung theories. As far as examples go,
there are plenty to be had, but generally speaking, you’ll know something is
off when the individual is more adamant about protecting his pet doctrine than about
lifting up the name of Jesus. When the entirety of their ministry revolves
around a tertiary issue that has no bearing on salvation, insisting that it is,
in fact, a salvific issue when the Bible clearly says it isn’t, you’ll know
that they’re in the weeds and are attempting to build their own kingdom while
pretending to build up God’s kingdom.
You don’t
understand, brother. Unless you wear sandals and a linen tunic every day of
your life, you cannot see the Kingdom of God. But that’s not what Jesus said!
Well, He just didn’t get around to it, but that’s the key to the Kingdom that
has been kept hidden from the masses. We’ve even made it convenient for you.
You can visit our online store to purchase a tunic and sandals at a competitive
price.
Every day, you
say? Yes, every day. But I live in Wisconsin, and the winters are brutal. Hard
to think I won’t turn into an ice cube in -25-degree weather with heavy winds.
Ah, but that’s where faith comes in, my friend. Put on the tunic, strap on the
sandals, and brave the snow to prove your faith. But why not just put on a
parka and some boots? Because you would be proving yourself unworthy and
lacking faith.
Any performative
act required by men to prove their faith to men is folly and not Biblical. It’s
neither my job nor a Scriptural requirement to jump through hoops to prove my
faith to another. My faith is in God, and only He can measure it accurately.
This is, in
essence, what Elihu was demanding of Job: prove your faith to me! Prove your
innocence to me! Prove that I have judged you wrongly and you are not the
wicked man I believe you to be! By what authority do I demand these things? My
own, but if it makes you more cooperative, let’s just say I’m speaking on
behalf of God. Did He send you? Did He speak to you? Did God give you the
leeway to speak on His behalf? Well, no, but it sounds better than saying I’m
just a random guy who decided to take a swipe at you.
One thing Elihu
was right about, and it is something worth noting: God is sovereign. He causes
it to come, whether for correction, or for His land, or for mercy, whatever that
thing might be. Couple that with the blessed assurance that we have a good
Father, one whose love for us is beyond dispute, and we can be at peace even in
the darkest of days and strongest of storms.
With love in Christ,
Michael Boldea, Jr.
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